26 September 2006
Why are things always so unfair, why does human always so one-sided? Left my wallet in the cable car forget take, when go back look for it already taken by someone else... My IC loss for the second time, which means i have to pay $300 to replace it.. What fuck is this? Why replace have to pay so much? Fuck them all la... Might as well rob the back, government so reach still wan eat money.. My parents leh? I hate them till hell... When people lost their wallet, the first thing in mind is to inform their parents, see what they can help, me leh? When i first lost it, i was so afraid to call them, cos calling them is of no use! I knew i will get a scolding in the end, and so i called, indeed got a scolding.. I was already so sad u noe? Inside got no money at all, got IC and neoprints taken with my darling.. When told them i lost they never comforted me, they scold and scold, say why i so careless, why like that, say what ask me keep IC at home dun bring out, but say all these got any use? NO! I Hate them!!! Nxt my girl called me, constance called me, the first thing she did was to comfort me, ask me to cheer up, try all ways to comfort me... This is what i need when i am so sad, so lost and so unhappy, only my girl understand me, noe how to care and comfort me. I make a police report, but always hoping that my wallet will be return to me, although the chances are as slim as 0.00000000000001%, i still waited, because i noe i will have to pay alot of money, i noe i wouldn have so much and my dad will have to help me, so i always din go and make a replacement, until now i still haven.. Just now went to the website to check, it states the law says that once lost i have to replace the IC within 14days, but now its already more than 2 months, and i have to pay $300. I have been working so hard to earn money, but it is always not enough to save up till so much. I tried all ways to save but just cant! Today tell my dad bout it, say need 300bucks and told him actually shd replace within 14days, he immediately yelled at me said "i told u to go replace earlier but u dun listen, now see la...". THen my mom added in "Haiya he always like that de la, so troublesome, have to spend more money.." You know how much that hurts me?? Dun i feel sad and angry with myself when i lost it? Why must they all blame me? Why nobody blame that idiot guy who took my wallet? There is just 2bucks inside and he still took it, why no one blame such idiots? Why all me? I really dun understand.. I really dun understand what they thinking, no one knows how i feel, i am feeling so depressed, so let down now....
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