27 December 2007
Reflection time... No mood to blog about other events at all... Seems like my life can never stay calm and peace, the changes are always there moving up and down. I really wonder what her mom is thinking, whats wrong? I really is out of words, why cant a loving couple be granted happiness? Why is there always obstacles in stopping them from moving ahead? I have reached a huge obstacle right infront of me now, what should i do? This big rock here is forcing me out of the way, it handle out 2 options, one is to push me out of the way and allow my girl to move straight ahead without any more obstacles, the other option is to push both of us down the cliff, to die and suffer...
I really duno what to do, none of the option is good for me. Love is always unfair, i am really confused. I just want a long term and stable relationship, but that dream is being crushed at the moment.. I need to quiet down and think, its time to reflect...
24th December 2007Had a meeting with Rani, Sarinah, Siva, John and Jeremy for the X-Country next year. After discussion went down to Chinese Garden there to recce a bit and went for lunch. Back to school after that, met up with Harrison, went Paradiz Centre with John, Harrison and Jeremy. Played Dota there and CaiYan met up with us in the evening. Dinner there but only John and Jeremy ate. After that walk down to a church at the town, bored and nth to do that since i dun really like it. CaiYan left before their mass started, after mass we went to walk walk and took some photos. Countdown there and car home.26th December 207Early morning met John, car to Lot 1 and picked up YuHong and PeiRong. Car down to IMM to meet JieYing to buy their chalet stuff. About noon after everything was bought, car down to Costa Sand Pasir Ris, all the bball girls were already there waiting for us. Checked in for them and headed to the chalet. The girls went to cycle while John and I just stayed there and slack, playing his laptop. After that BBQ, set up fire for them, they start BBQ and i guess everyone enjoy themselves. At nite played among all ourselves, cards and etc. Not much people slept though, played throughout the night. Played mahjong too. Everyone is so bored until about 4 to 5AM Blacky and I suggested playing murderer using the hand squeeze method, everyone seems to enjoy it and get lively again and we played till 7am! HAha...TodayJohn and I had to leave around 8 to go Dunearn, send Bindy, Jasmin and her partner too. Reached Dunearn eat our breakfast, do our stuff and i had a meeting with the Sec 1 Orientation committee with the SLs and Rani. Back home and rest.
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