27 May 2008
Sorrie to you-know-who, but i have already explain to you, so i hope you understand. I guess maybe it's my fault ba but i really din meant what u thought it is. I din treat u as that. But still i must say a word sorrie to u. :)
My back is hurting me pretty much and really no one cares. I told my mom about it and she just nag and accused that it's because i sat infront of the com too long, why not say i sat in the classroom studying too long? Bullshit. I seriously believe this is something serious and i wonder is it something wrong with my back, maybe it is like a permanent stuff or what? I duno, who cares, just let it be, even if it will paralyse me then let it be.. I really dun care...
Different people really are blessed with different fate and i believe i have a hard one. All i faced are hardships and i have to walk my way out of it. I never believe that u do something and in return u will received something good. It's complete bullshit. Can u measure the amount of time, money, effort and sweat i have spent on Dunearn? Expecting a return? Nah! Forget it. Why will i always think for people but actually i am like the same situation as them? Why am i so soft hearted? Take one example, i am in a deep shit now where i am not working and money earn from tuition is not enought to cover for my own expenses of transport and food? Why i still dun get money from my dad? Because he has financial difficulty for the family too, we are in the same but why will i think for him and no one think for me?
Some of my students have financial difficulty and so i allowed them to pay their fees at the end of every month instead, but why no one will think for me? People just a piece of advice from me, dun treat people well because no one will treat you well. Thats what i know because it works that way for me...
Anyway Contract Law test today was ok, not as bad as i thought. Anyway, people i know my MSN nick seemed to be like always changing and if it pissed u off, i duno what i can say because i only intended to show it to one person. Dun assume things, dun comment on things if u duno anything? If u ask me i will explain to u but please dun assume because i, like everyone, do have my privacy also and i have the right to write anything too. Ask me and i tell u and not comment on things where u dun understand a single shit.
11:50 PM