28 May 2008
Test today was alright and i hope i can pass, i shall prove that what studying hard la, listen in class all these is bullshits.. Because i believe test is just crap.. I din listen in class, din really study and if i can pass the paper it will really be alright liao. No mood at all.. Amazingly, paper is from 3.30 to 5.10, but by 4.30 i finish, so mrt down to batok and John picked me up to Dunearn, thanks. Ref the inter-class Bball match, floor was rather slippery.. Finish already played bball with WeiQuan, John, ZhiJie and the some of the C girls. Finish already go home. Thats about it ba.
Anyway my back is still hurting, i seriously believe that it is something quite serious, but i duno whether shd i go see a doc not... Nvm.. And i am like living in a empty shell can, i am so financially tied down.. Shd i even continue to be a filal son to cut down my parents cost to ease their financial ability but me suffering silently without any help? I duno.. Suddenly everythings seemed to go against me.. I really duno whats going on.. Nth seems to go right.. Well just let it be... It has always been like that, i have already said, different people are blessed with different fate and i am blessed with hardship, what a blessing! Super pissed off, because this world is never fair... I am born to repay people that i have owed maybe during my previous life. -.-
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