The Hamster's Stories...

2008-09-16T09:54:00.007+08:00

I am moving my blog to somewhere else people!

http://listen-to-hamster.blogspot.com/

But it is for invited readers only!!!
Ask me to add you to the list if you want!

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2008-09-13T23:22:00.003+08:00

Happie birthday andrew!

Morning and early noon was slacking and boring, stay at home and nothing to do at all.. zzzz.... Left home and went to Andrew's house around 4PM and met him to play Table-Tennis at his house there. Awhile later Harrison joined us. Then went up his house rest. Ordered KFC delivery, 16 pieces of chicken sia! We really dying soon! HAHA! I am so full now la! ZZZZZZ!!! Then watched Man U VS Liverpool... Liverpool won 2-1! So happie Man U lost! HAHA! Qian Mei dun cry hoh, because BIG GIRLS dun cry! HAHA!!! Anyway my dearest went to play candles today, haha... She made something nice for me! THANKS DEAREST! LOVE YA! Dun so moody le alright? Cheer up girl! Your hamster is always there for ya!

2008-09-12T22:09:00.003+08:00

Wonderful day!

Today took a day off from relief teaching and a great day to relax myself, and also to celebrate Andrew's birthday in advance. Woke up around 8am and prepare, then head down to batok to meet up with Dearest, belle, qm, andrew, peiyu, liyuan, weijian and kimmura and we had breakfast at Batok Mac. It was raining heavily then but after awhile it stopped, then we train down to Harbour Front, and took the skytrain to the beach. Went over to Siloso beach and the weather is superb man! I like those weathers.

Played beach volleyball and then down to the sea. SPLASH SPLASH! Do lots of kind of stupid things, lol! Played till 5pm plus then went to change and back to VIVO to have our dinner, then home for everyone. Nice and enjoyable day! Happie birthday in advance to Andrew too! :D

2008-09-10T00:37:00.000+08:00

Haha. Blogging with my phone now. Going sleep soon. Hmmm, past few days have been busy busy. Sec 4s mugging hard for their prelim, others preparing for end of year, me as a teacher busy teaching and tuition, i myself also stress and tired sia. Haha.

Prelim in progress and my dearest has also been mugging hard and she's so tired, i guess it's not that good feeling after all. Me feeling so helpless and really wonder what i can help her. Hmmm... Dearest jia you alright? After prelim bring you go out play for a few days. After O then enjoy even more ok? Time flies de!

Anyway today is a tired day. Mark finish 4Emerald poa paper 1, not bad. Everyone jia you!

2008-09-07T01:26:00.002+08:00

07-09-08
Happy 2 Months Dearest!

Just when i was about to sleep, dearest sms me and wish me happie 2nd month. Haha. Wanted sms her at 12am de but thought she asleep then dunwan wake her up. Indeed she is asleep but she woke up and sms me! So touched wor! Thanks dear! I Love You!

2008-09-05T22:27:00.002+08:00

Happie Birthday PeiYu! :)

Woke up in the morning and train down to Batok MRT, only Isabelle was there when i reached. Dearest and Wei Jian came after that. Ate at Kopi Roti for breakfast, LiYuan and Qian mei joined us a little later. Then eat finish bus down to RailMall to meet up with Andrew. Kimmura arrived a short while later. Then we waited there until PeiYu finish her tuition before we surprise her. John and Harrison was just nice at the Subway there too.

Went to coffee bean and surprise her, waited awhile then she finish already then we left. Bus down to Lot 1 then slack awhile. They ate their lunch there, i din eat. About 3.15 they went to catch movie while dearest need to go to her aunt house to collect something at Woodlands, so i went with her. Get already bus back to her house then i go Lot 1 meet up back with a few of them again. Slack awhile then home. :)

2008-09-03T22:26:00.002+08:00

Hmmm one whole day out today... Morning, duno how to explain but i shall only say, I kept my promise to my dearest that i will always be by her side, and i prove it to her... Noon met up with Dearest and her BIG BIG GANG! lol. They went to SP for their SP EXPERIENCE. Reached there around 1230 and they went for their thing while i am like zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.... 1230 to 6pm leh, haha... I am super slacked and bored! Went foodcourt 4 to slack and use laptop, is really stone there man...

Someone ask me online why wait for my dearest even though its like 5 and a half hours! But i only replied him one sentence. "Because she is my girlfriend." Simple as that. :) After that stone till really cannot stone, train down to Jurong to catch a movie on my own, super loner hoh? LOL! Watched "Kallang Roar" and was quite nice la, quite touching also... Already super sian and bored then wan make me cry, lol! After that train back to SP again, walked to the SAC there and sit there watch soccer, there got screening of Football Channel. Wait till like 6pm then they come out. Bring them out of the BIG SP and then a few of us headed to WESTMALL for dinner, then home. BOO!

2008-09-03T00:43:00.004+08:00

Things happen because that will help us to become better... I know today if i could hv control myself, i wouldn hv make things like that... But maybe like what i said, what has happen might make us better in the future and i definitely believe and hope so... Things will be better de, certainly...

Anyway thanks LiYuan mei for all the advices and listening ears, forever my best xiao mei de! Love you mei! But i love my dearest more! :D

2008-09-02T20:50:00.003+08:00

WHY? Why have you changed till how you are now? Changed into someone i don't know at all, someone i detest so much. All the while you have your own set of thinking, that whatever u think it's right, are you that great? Great in work, sucky in relationship and character, thats what i am telling you straight at your face.

Now here you are, a position where you are so hated... I gave you advice, chances, because i take it on account that we were once friend. In the end you chose to ignore, you choose to continue doing all that... You chose to destroy your own life, and that you are responsible for it, don't blame on us... If you still insist on thinking what had happen is all because of me, because of her, i am so glad to take it and be the bad guy, as long as you shoo off for goodness sake.

LAST and i really mean LAST chance...

2008-08-31T22:54:00.005+08:00

If you never exist...
Dunearn will be better...
My life will be better...

I thought that only in drama will I be able to see those cunning and sly people who is so bad to want to break up a couple, din expect it to happen on mine though... Good job done so far to YOU and carry on, because seriously, u are just being foolish and childish... If you think by doing so much she will return to u, go ahead, u are just not cherishing your life and just one word for you, stupid.

Like what John said, this is just an obstacle from you to make me and cy better and closer in our relationship. Thanks anyway for it huh! John and I just hope god will help u change for the better and seriously you shd really move on...

To my dearest, cheer up alright, dun need so sad de alright? I'll always be by your side. Even your friends like belle, qm, liyuan etc will be there for u de, stand up strong girl! O level is more impt now! FOCUS! Dun need let some idiot who dun even know this simple thing affect u alright? Love is all about giving you happiness and never ever give you a chance to be sad or cry... So to "that person", dun claim that you love someone if you cannot give the person any happiness...

Dearest don't need sad or blame yourself or what ok? You are always loved by me girl! LOVE YOU!

edited on:
1 September 2008, 1.43am

2008-08-29T23:13:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was such a bad morning... I am feeling so tired and headache till i cant hear my phone ring at all.. Suppose to go back Dunearn for classes but i overslept till 9AM plus! SO damn freak out but lucky everything was settled, so sorrie sia.. Went breakfast with John who is on MC. After that met up with dearest and gang at WestMall and ate at Pastamania. Then bus down to West Coast and went there to slack, sat down and we chatted and we talk about things like 3 or 4 years ago? LOL! After that dinner at the coffee shop near dearest's house with Andrew, dearest joined us for awhile too. Then sent her back home before joining Andrew back to accompany him study. Met my sec sch best friend Christopher at the Mac too.

Today woke up around 7 plus AM then dad fetch me to Dunearn. Prepared the consent form for my 3Amber tutorial lesson during Sept holiday then slacked awhile. Stayed at the canteen with Harri, dearest and Enqi to look at the SMS dedication for the teachers, then went up to the hall for the Teachers' Day concert.. Anyway thanks to Hannah and Dinie for the gift. :)

Finish liao then bus down with dearest and gang to WestMall to watch "Money Not Enough 2", the show is super nice, as what I always expect from Jack Neo. Reflects what most Singaporean thinks and i am one of them.. The part about the mom is super touching and it makes me realise i might be in that situation too in the future. Finish liao then walk over to the mac near dearest's house and accompany them study there. Everyone left about 6pm plus. Dearest is nice to come down and accompany me after eating at her aunt house as i dun wanna go home yet. Took a stroll and sat down chat chat.. Nice nice! Love ya dearest! Good day today... Maybe an "itchy" one, haha!!!

2008-08-25T23:52:00.004+08:00

Back to posting! Hmmm past few days nth much happen so just post on today ba. Well today early morning Mr Supandi called me for relief but i say i not free, because i promise dearest today i am gonna cook for her. LOL! So yup woke up around 11am, think of what to make and decided on FRENCH TOAST! Check on my house supplies and i am like OMG! No egg no bread nothing! So sian so i went down buy the stuffs first and come back prepare. Spend like half hour doing it, also duno nice or not. Put in a container and went to meet her.

Met up and went over to the Mac near her house to wait for the rest. Dearest ate the toast and she say taste not bad sia, so scare its not nice. Anyway hope u like it dearest! Skip my relief duty to do for u de wor! :)

The rest came and studied. Studied for my Law and i hope everything will goes well for tmr paper. Studied till 6pm plus then all left except Andrew. Suppose to go for POA tuition but cancelled. So wait for dearest finish her dinner at her aunt house first then head back with her to Mac to find Andrew and studied again. After that sent dearest home and i went home too after that.

Hmm anyway quite a lot of thoughts today. First is for my dearest. Haha. Felt that we are really moving on well wor, never have I ever had this feeling before... You said that you did nothing, but if your nothing can already make me felt this way, then what if you start to do everything? I just wanna thank god i had found you, because you filled up my final piece of puzzle in my life. I am gonna frame up the puzzle, lock it and throw the key away because you will never have a chance to be out of it anymore. ILY!

Next is more about my thinking... Heard somone just now saying more and more people is knowing about me and cy, hmmm but I really wonder why... I believe definitely there will be criticism on me, i can sense it... People have their own thinking and i definitely have no rights to demand how they think isn't it.. But i believe people is thinking why am i, a relief teacher, having a relationship with a student? Ya i mention before but HELLO AGAIN, i am 19, she is 16. Got any prob with that? Students wise i believe there is not much prob but is the teachers side, slowly when they get to know about it, they will definitely tok to me about it again, but whats wrong?
I believe i have gave in and sacrifise a lot for Dunearn and everyone who knows me can see that. I give my time, my 3 years since i have graduated back to Dunearn. Now am i suppose to sacrifise my relationship too? No way i guess... That is one thing even if you have point a gun at me and i still wouldn let go. Why people like to use weird thinkings to look at things? Cant i have my own life? I am willing to give up things that i have built up in Dunearn, people know me as a teacher, a JA, a senior, a collegue... I have a status in Dunearn but i am willing to give it up if i have to, because nothing is more impt than cy at the moment. If u are reading this and u have your own thinking of it, i am seriously ok.. Because right now things are very simple to me... I am a relief teacher in school to help students and earn a living for myself, but i am also a boyfriend of a student in Dunearn thats it.
You duno how difficult it is for me, to be outside and so afraid to see any Dunearn people when i am with her, but now i am asking myself why.. Should I be? Did i commit any wrongs? I certainly believe i din...

2008-08-22T23:59:00.002+08:00

Relief duty in the morning, took all the Diamond classes, haha... But they were alright... After school went to WestMall with John and Dearest for lunch, met up with Harri and gang there. Ate at Burger King. After that Dearest and I went out to town, last outing i guess with her before her Prelims or even Os. Train down to City Hall and the whole trip we were joking and laughing. Reached already went to Marina Square to walk walk around before heading to Esplanade for another walk. Throughout the time we spent together, this is the first time i see my dearest smile and laugh so much, so glad to see her smiling and laughing..

Yup and we sat down at a seat near the lobby area and i started my crap already, asking what if one day i perform for her at the esplanade. LOL! Then i was talking about the "Director" and the "actor" thingy haha but shhh... Our secret, cannot say... Only we know, haha! Yup and really first time i see dearest so happy wor. :) Some more she is not feeling well.. So ya dearest must take care alright!

After that left around 4.30PM, train back to Batok and walked her back home before i go over to the mac near her house to wait for her and gang. Ate my dinner there and shortly Kimmura came, followed by LiYuan, Isabelle, WeiJian, Dearest and Qian Mei. They studied there while i listen to the commentary on the table tennis match. After that sent dearest home and went home myself too..

Just can't take my eyes off you...
Love always...

2008-08-20T23:59:00.002+08:00

20.08.2008
Ok Happy Birthday to myself, finally my birthday have come to an end. This year's birthday kind of landed on a very unique date, 20.08.2008, once in a life time you will get such date, other's might not even have the chance to have it. Well so people call it a special day of the year, but its just normal for me... A special day spend in a normal way...

First i would like to thank all those who wished me and i will try to list out all, sorrie if i miss out yours! Haha... :) First few are in accordance to who wish me first. Haha...

Audrey
Caiyan Dearest
Jia Qi
PeiNi
Harrison
Constance
John
Jessica
Liyuan xiao mei
Andrew
Alicia So
Shu Hui
Adeline
Gladys
YiRong
SiHui
Chi Foong
Coleen
Sabrina
SiMin sister

Yup that's about it. Sorrie if i miss out anyone. Yup and thanks once again to Dearest, QianMei, Isabelle, Andrew, WeiJian, Liyuan mei, Kimurra, Audrey, Ling Rong and Yi Jing for celebrating my birthday last sunday for me. Love you guys. Thanks for the gift too. Thanks my own sister SiMin for her present too.

Ok so now i shall post about today. Morning early went to Dunearn for teaching, last period is swimming class at BB Swimming Complex. Left from there and headed to Batok Mac to study and chiong for my Maintenance BS exam at 6PM. Met WeiQuan, Hariz, PeiRong and JieYing there so i sat with them. They left about 4.30PM and i continue study until Dearest and gang came around 5PM before i left the seat to them and headed to school.

At the train station, met Jeremy Lim and went school with him. Reached already still got a bit of time study again. Paper started at 6PM and i finish around 7.30PM like that. The paper sux man, think maybe i will fail. Study de never come out, sian... Forget about it... Finish paper went to Batok Mac again to meet up with dearest they all again.. After that went over to WestMall food court for dinner then sent dearest home. After that went over to Lot 1 and met up with John, Coleen was there too, asking him to teach her Maths. So bought a few things to eat, Coleen and I sat at another table and waited for John's gf to come so that we can take a look how she look like. Haha... After we saw, we left and headed home.

2008-08-19T21:56:00.001+08:00

The place i so wanted to go... Bintan...

Aw i just so wanna go to Bintan and relax there.. Haven really got a chance to relax and reward myself ba... So wanting to go there and so hoping dearest can go with me after her Os. PRAY PRAY! Haha...

2008-08-19T16:57:00.001+08:00

blogging with my phone now. Currently at the mac near to dearest house together with andrew, qm and wei jian. they all studying while i reading yesterday prime minister rally speech. nothing much though. Today relief sarinah lesson, quite ok though. Last 3 period is my own poa lesson with 3Amber. Quite tired though. Yup that's all. :)

Wonder if tmr will just be another normal day...

2008-08-17T22:26:00.005+08:00

Smiles!!! THanks everyone!!!

Dearest!

Liyuan Mei!

Audrey, LingRong, LiYuan mei, QianMei and YiJing

Kimmura, Andrew, Me and WeiJian

Woke up late today at 10am when i am suppose to have tuition with QM and JoJo. Was on the phone till late yesterday thats why so tired. Faster change and went down, they overslept too. HAHA! Started at 11am and ended at 1pm. PeiNi joined us and then we headed to Lot 1. Reached there buy some things first before going to New York New York for lunch, all of them want to celebrate my birthday in advance.

JoJo and PeiNi left first before eating. Then we ordered food and ate, chat and joke around and laughters filled the whole restaurant! I just love being with them! Took loads of photos and after that they cake cutting session! I din know there was cake la! Cut cake and they just love to disturb me and dearest. Lol! But still i enjoyed myself and i love all of them! Thanks people! Thanks dearest, liyuan mei, andrew, qianmei, isabelle, kimmura, weijian, audrey, lingrong and yijing. Not forgetting josephine and peini althought u din join us throughout. :)

Yup then after that we walked to my house void deck and slacked there. Some played chess, some played basketball, some slacked and listen music and chat. Rained heavily and they left when rain stopped. Took cab with dearest back to her aunt house as she was late. After that bus home. Watch the Table Tennis finals, lost but i guess they tried their best, China was too good. Then i watched Chelsea match and they were SUPERB! 4-0 win against Portsmouth! Thats the message to all teams, CHELSEA WILL WIN THE TITLE BACK!

Yup lastly, thank you once again to you guys, thanks for the gift too! LOVE YOU ALL! But i love my dearest more, ops! HAHA!!! :)

2008-08-16T21:17:00.005+08:00

Today is a slack day... Haven touch my Estates notes... Monday exam at 6pm-8pm... ZZZZ!! First time ever sia.. Nvm tmr i will study de.. :) Yup then morning got POA tuition, after that go back slack awhile... After that cycle to dearest house and met up for lunch near her house coffee shop. Walked around and slack at Mac and went online with my phone. Then sent her back home loh before i went back home too. Nothing much today. :D

♥ CaiYan
她愿意!
BABY 你就是我的唯一!

2008-08-15T22:33:00.003+08:00

Alright time to post... Hmm lets see what happen this few days...

Yesterday early morning wake up and went to Dunearn. First POA lesson in Dunearn.... And i think i did a good job, hehe... Took 3 Amber for the first 2 period and they are all very nice... :) After that do some work in sch first. When about to leave, dearest and gang came to find me cos QianMei fell down and injured. So took the first aid kit and peiyu help her to dress the wound. After that i faster eat my lunch and chiong to school for my exam.

Test was kinda alright but quite difficult for some cos like not everything teacher have taught us before. But heck la. Finish paper and train down to Batok to meet up with dearest, belle, qm and andrew. Train down to Yio Chu Kang and bus to Tech Pt cos QM wan collect something, take and go liao. HAha! THen bus and train back to batok. Belle carried on the train ride back home. QM went to find Audrey while the remaining 3 of us walk home. 3 of us went to Mac near dearest home and slack there awhile before i send her home.

After that bus down to westmall to meet up with dad and sis to buy my new hp! G900! WOOT! Super happie la... Finally i gotten that phone! After that accompany my dad and sis for dinner before i bus down again to the mac we went just now to accompany Andrew to study while i explore my new phone. Left around 9PM and we headed home.

Today... No relief duty, so i slept till like 9 plus. Continue exploring my phone and slack until around 2PM. Bathe and cabbed down to Dunearn to meet up with dearest as i thought i was late in meeting her. HAha... In the end we met up around 4PM, went to westmall and walk walk. I bought a Nike bag, then walk her back to her house. She change and came down, we went to buy the things for the offerings of the 15th for lunar 7th month. After that she went up back home and i took bus to Rail Mall to meet up with John to have dinner at Subway. Finish then home.

2008-08-12T22:06:00.007+08:00

Baby Elmo, Dearest and ME!

OK i haven been updating lately, so maybe just briefly post out what happen.. Hmmm...

8 August
Woke up super early and cycled to dearest house and cycled her to Dunearn. Watch the parade and slack around and play a little basketball while waiting for the teachers vs student match. Around 10.30AM we started the games, lots of the Ex-Dunearn bballers came back for a match too. I played until about 11am plus then i left. Cycled to WestMall to meet up with Dearest and gang, then train down to Jurong to meet up with QM. Headed to East Coast Park, Audrey met us there. Rented bike and i taught Andrew how to cycle, met my aunt there too. Left about 5PM and cabbed to dearest house as she is late for home. Then i walk to westmall collect my bike and cycled home

9August
Cycled to my uncle's house in the evening, had dinner there, little gathering as my cousin is back from US for his summer break. Watch olympic games together and chatted. Left about 11PM and i cycled home.

10 August
Went out to celebrate Regina's birthday with Harri and Anisa. Went Vivo and walk walk then go to duno what Swensen for dinner. Ate salad only as the food is super expensive. Then walk walk again and home.

11 August
No school, early morning went to Batok Mac to teach POA tuition for Josephine and QM. Teach until about 12.30PM. Dearest, LiYuan, Andrew, Kimmura and Wei Jian also came for studying. So after tuition study with them too as i have got a exam the next day. Studied until 4PM, went to Westmall Popular buy stuff, then go Subway for dinner, then send Dearest to her Aunt house, then head to Yishun for tuition with Jian Liang's brother. Reached home around 11PM.

Today
Woke up early in the morning by Mr Toh's call asking if i can do relief duty but i cant as i have a paper. Then next call is a teacher duno frm what school, saying his school want to order 400 watches from me and i was like O.O awake! Gave him more details and hopefully a deal can be worked out. HAHA!!! Revised awhile and headed to school for exam. Finish around 2.30PM and yup dearest told me their O' Level Chinese results. All did quite well so i treated them to Pizzahut. Cabbed down to Dunearn to pick Dearest and LiYuan mei up and headed to Lot 1. Met up with QM, Isabelle and Andrew there at the PizzaHut and we have our lunch there. Hope the lunch will cheer liyuan mei up. After lunch everyone went home and i sent Dearest home first before i head home.

To xiao mei, dun sad already, cheer up and if you want to take the retest, work harder and you can do better de. Dun be disappointed you cant get in for the DPA too ok? JIAYOU!

2008-08-07T00:00:00.003+08:00

HAPPY FIRST MONTH!

Bought this cute little elmo for my dearest today at Tampanies. Isn't it cute! This is our baby Elmo!

Ok i am blogging at 12am, so actually it shd be 6th August. School starts at 9am today and ended at 11am. Take my time and train down to Tampanies to have a little walk around as i am meeting a buyer at 1.5oPM at Bedok. Slacked there all the way and bought this cute elmo for my dearest to cheer her up. Hope this elmo can accompany her when she is feeling stress or sad! :)

Went over to West Mall after that and went to Mac and wait for dearest and gang. Met Rachael and PeiShan at the Mac and have a little chat with them while waiting. Dearest, QianMei, Isabelle, Andrew and LiYuan(YuanTou) came. Ops sorrie Liyuan for calling u that, haha! Studied there and i completed 2 chapters for Land Planning. After that Andrew, Dearest and I head over to Bukit Timah. Sent dearest to tuition first then Andrew and I went across the road to have dinner. Waited for her to finish and we all went home. Sent dearest back home and after that i went home myself.

Haha now is 7th August le, HAPPY ONE MONTH DEAREST! Love you la! :)

2008-08-06T01:24:00.005+08:00

Late at night 1.25AM now, so its Wednesday already... I am tired but i just can't sleep... I am wondering what is the feeling i am having now? I just cant describe it... Perhaps the scar that is left deep inside, the things that happen in the past... Maybe it is affecting me now and i certainly hope it will not affect me in my relationship now... Had a good chat with my dearest and i hope she can understands and help me get out of this irritating feeling ba.. I duno... I just duno what to say about it.. Damn... Hamster is spinning around...

♥ I Love You Cai Yan

2008-08-02T23:58:00.000+08:00

Woke up early morning at 9am, 10am-1130am went down to mom's student care for my first POA tuition lesson.. Was like guessing who is my first student.. Then when the guy came down, i still duno who is he until he say "Ya i know him", then i was like stunned and he said "I from Dunearn one, sec 4, from caiyan's class" I hear liao was like -.- Ok so its a Dunearn student. LOL! So teach him until 1130 and then went home put things, took my stupid handphone which is spoilt, and walked to CCK MRT to meet up with dearest.

Then we train down to Causeway Point and went to Nokia Service Centre. Lucky the queue this time was short enough, waited about 10 mintues and its my turn already. Send my phone for repair and done. Then we walked around the shopping centre before we trained down to Batok for lunch. After lunch, went to Subway to meet up with LiYuan, Brenda, Isabelle and QianMei. Waited for them to finish their lunch, then after that Brenda left for home while the rest of us went to Rail Mall to study as WestMall Coffee Bean was packed.

Took 178 there and studied at the subway. Study and study until i so tired that i rest awhile there. Then i left first to go home and change as we decided to go and watch the fireworks. So i took 67 home and change first. After that took train to Batok and meet up with them again, then train down to City Hall. The trip there was filled with laughters with Isabelle and QianMei always doing stupid things, this time with LiYuan around some more, even worse!!! HAHA!!

Reached already headed over to Marina Square Mac to buy something to eat first, then walk to the Esplanade there. Waited only for awhile and the fireworks started. So beautiful and nice... :) Then we sat down there chat chat joke joke and left for home after that. Walked to the MRT station and train back for everyone. Yup thats all for the day. TATA!!!

Loves....

2008-07-31T15:33:00.002+08:00

Dunearn 'C' Division Boys Basketball Team
Dunearn 'C' Division Girls Basketball Team

Ok i realised i haven post about Dunearn C' div team basketball.. Alright the boys fought hard and ended their competition at the 2nd round of the inter-school West Zone C' div boys basketball competition. Good job done boys. Then for the C Girls, they fought their way throught and got the 4th position in the Inter-school West Zone competition and they are now fighting hard in the Nationals Competition. Today is their first match so i hope they will JIA YOU and do well! Sorrie girls that i cant go down, but i know today although your are playing against a strong RGS Team, but i know your can do well de, JIA YOU!

2008-07-31T02:15:00.003+08:00

Just let it go... Threw it away and i will never want to know or remember about it... There will never be an ending so no point going on and on.. I just let it go and for anything that you think i am at fault, sorry and thats a sincere apology. No more holiding against you and i hope we will move on and hope you can leave us alone too... When we respect you i hope you respect us too..

From today onwards, we will not mention about this thing anymore, we will just treat it as nothing had happen. So yup dearest, cheer up too ok? You are making me worried about you. I'll always be there for you ok? Loves dearest!

2008-07-25T21:59:00.002+08:00

我们的开始,是幸福的起点

Went to school in the morning for lesson and school ended at 1130AM. Head over to batok Mac to wait for dearest. Studied awhile there and ate a Hot Fudge Sundae, saw my auntie as she is working there. After that about 1PM coincidentally Harri, Sohail, Hadi and ZhiYang came over to Mac for lunch too. So they sat with me and we chatted. Everybody left except Harri after they finish their lunch. Anyway nice of my auntie to treat me and harri Double Choc Frappe. Thanks Auntie!

Dearest and Andrew came around 2PM plus and slack there awhile before we left. Headed over to Vivo with dearest for a walk. Had my lunch there at the Long John Silver, then walk around and she was so overwhelmed whenever she saw Elmo, her favourite. Went to Mini Toons ah, Toys R us etc to see see.. After that bus back to her aunt house and i went to my Mom's gonna-open-soon student care to help out to get the things set up. Wipe the tables, chairs etc and get them in place. After that home for dinner. =)

2008-07-24T11:23:00.002+08:00

At SP library now.. Stupid sei.. 10AM to 1PM is my break, so went to the library but the stupid connection cant get me in, try so long till so pissed off then come up level 4 here use the school computer instead. Saw Jon and SiHui then knew from Jon he cant connect too. Anyway i already forget what i want post le.. -.- Really is short term memory. BLAH!

2008-07-23T22:59:00.002+08:00

The sky was so dark when i am about to leave for school.. So windy and cold! So i gave a call to Mr Sun and found out he was still asleep that's why Mr Rain came over to "relief" for Mr Sun. That's why it rain. Ok thats lame i know. HAHA! Took train to school and reached class on time for IT. Had a small quiz, then presentation and finish at 12PM. Suppose to go to West Coast Mac and study with dearest so i gave a call to Mr Sun and Mr Rain again and tell them later both go shopping first so that West Coast there wouldn be so hot or raining. Then ask Mr Sun remember by evening must go home so we can see sun set. LOL! OK thats lame but thats my story for the day. LOL! So i train back to Batok and walk to Dunearn, saw John's car along the way, hop on and go with him for his swimming lesson.

Chat with him and Ching Ching there, until the swimming class finish and he sent me to Batok Mac to meet up with dearest, Andrew, Isabelle, QianMei and Eddie. Harri joined us awhile later. Studied there and i studied Contract LAW. After that went to West Coast Mac with dearest, went to see sun set first and Mr Sun still remember to go home after shopping, LOL! Enjoyed the breeze there before both of us went to the Mac and study! This time she studied for her mock exam tmr while i studied for my LDP! After that left for home but EZ-Link no money, so have to take cab. Sent her home and home myself. TATA!!

Love Dearest! ♥

2008-07-23T09:35:00.003+08:00

我们的约定，我们的快乐...

In SP Com Lab now... Weather outside is like cloudy and here is so cold... Super hungry now la but then din go and eat, rather stay here and starve.. If not eat ltr no money eat dinner liao. HAHA! So boring now, hoping for the lesson to end asap so i can leave this "cold room".

Everyone went for break liao left me alone in the computer lab, and suddenly my favourite creation song "Zui Chang De Kuai Le" ran through my mind... This must be how it feels when you are feeling happy... Love you dearest! You have just filled in the last jigsaw puzzle of my life. :D

2008-07-21T14:29:00.003+08:00

Ok i am feeling super moody and pathetic now.. Sitting down here at this cold Batok MacDonald studying since 11.45AM till now 2.30PM alone. Woke up late today at 9.45AM when my lesson will start at 10AM. I am super super pissed off can... There my mood is so spoilt and i decided not to go school instead. Woke up also feeling giddy and i just simply hate it. Wash up and left home. Walk over to Sunshine Place and wanted to go get a MC at my family clinic but i decided not to after thinking, then go eat breakfast instead. Then rain so heavily and i took bus to CCK.

Saw Karen and Chilly and remembered they had a match today at 1.30PM! But i thought about it and decided to give it a pass, din go and watch your match, sorrie girls! Anyway they lost to nanyang girls, but its ok girls. JiaYou for your 3rd placing match! Train down to Batok, walked over to batok polyclinic at first, but reached there le i decided not to take MC again. WTF! My attendance is quite bad already i guess after skipping lessons for the basketball matches la, Dunearn school events la blah blah blah.. Sometimes i really wonder what for sia, as if they will appreciate it? As if i will gain something out of it? In a nicer term you call it helpful, in a stupid term it is called foolish, waste of time, sai kang warriors. Nah hate it...

After that went to Mac study till now. Already 2.35PM but Andrew and gang still haven come and i duno when will they really come.. I am like super boring and moody here. Freak.. Bad day man. Alright i shall freak off now. zzzz

2008-07-20T00:44:00.003+08:00

Ok people don't need guess who is it anymore, her big nickname is Jelly and yes she is my girlfriend. If you don't know anything then now you know. =.= I also dont mind anyone knowing it de, not as if i have commit a crime or what, haha... Its just being in a relationship... Haha.. Just that i cant be like anyone so open up because i have like different status in Dunearn. Simply put it, i cant treat her as a girlfriend in school because sometimes i am doing relief duties.. A teacher cannot be with a student, but hello? I am 19 years old leh, not 29 or 39 years old. LOL! Anyway even Rani and Sarinah know about us, i wonder why, but i am not interested to know, because there is nothing i should worry about. :D

Ok so now here wish Elina HAPPIE 16th Birthday first! Grow up liao hoh! HAHA!!!! Dun chiong anime always!

Friday, went to Dunearn to settle some stuffs, rest awhile then wait for dearest to finish her school. Then went over to West Mall BK with Andrew following us along. Ate lunch there and we left around 1PM plus. Then Dearest and I went over to West Coast Park for the cool breeze, relax ourselves there and slack at the Mac. Left around 6PM and sent her home. After that met John and went over to Railway Mall. Go coffee bean to use com first then go over to Subway for dinner, then car home.

Today Saturday, (Suppose to be yesterday cos now is 1AM liao), met up with dearest at Jurong around 1.30PM then went over to IMM. Dunearn SLs and some teachers are helping out with one event, so we went over take a look and see how are they doing. Walk walk there and lunch together with Rani, Sarinah, John and Alvin. After that left and went over to Jurong MRT to meet up with Harri and Elina as we go and celebrate Elina's birthday. Trained down to Dobby Ghaut and walked around Plaza Singapura. Then walk to The Cathay and had dinner at Nihon Mura, then train back to Batok. Sent dearest home first then join back Harri and Elina again as we go to coffee bean at railway mall. Slack awhile then bus home.

To my dearest,
Although your mom might be scolding you and thinking that you did not put in effort for your studies, but you know that you did and you will show to her with your O level results alright? You do not need to be so sad and hurt because parents are like that! So heads up, cheer up and do your best ok! JIA YOU!

2008-07-17T22:49:00.002+08:00

Congratulations to the C Girls once again! Your are 99% in to the semi-finals! Dun cry girls, heads up!

Went to Clementi Sports Hall with John for the C Girls match. We lost the game 47-40 but its ok, we are still likely to go into top 4! :) Car to Batok mac to meet up with Andrew, dearest, QianMei, Isabelle and Audrey. After that sent dearest home. :) Yup thats all for the day, short short post. HAHA!

2008-07-16T21:48:00.003+08:00

You live with what you have and what don't belong to you will never belong to you. A lesson that will help in my growing process...

Today school end early at 11.30AM, back to Dunearn, play a little basketball, then lunch with John and Ching Ching.. Ate at Nihon Mura but i din eat much though, no money... Then car back to Dunearn again and met up with Andrew, CaiYan and Josephine. Taught Andrew chinese for awhile then Andrew, Caiyan and i left with Eddie to Bukit Timah Mac. Slack there awhile until about 7.15PM. Eddie and CaiYan went for tuition while Andrew and I went home.. Thats all. :D

2008-07-15T21:47:00.002+08:00

Congratulation Dunearn 'C' Div Basketball Girls!! You make me so proud of you all!
Dunearn 30-23 Jurong West

You girls are one step closer to the West Zone top 4 spots and i am sure you girls can do it! TEAM DUNEARN! JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!!! After the match ended, went down to Batok Mac to meet up with Harri, Andrew, Caiyan, QianMei, Isabelle and KimHong. Stayed there awhile till around 6PM then we left for home. Took 173 with Andrew and dearest, then send dearest home before i went home myself.

I love you dearest!

2008-07-12T21:34:00.006+08:00

Woke up early early around 9AM plus.. Cycled over to dearest house around 10AM plus and waited for her. She came down and bus to Batok MRT and took MRT over to Harbour Front. Went up to the Sentosa Express but then saw the long queue and thus we changed our mind and took the bus instead. We took the bus and reached Sentosa, then change to another bus to go to Palawan Beach. Reached there then walk walk and went to the most southern point of the island. The breeze was cooling and refreshing.. Went up the 2 towers and caught a nice view of the sea and the beach...

After staying there for awhile, we strolled our way to Tanjong Beach, quite a long way... Then reached there and found out that it was not so crowded there though.. Ya and we saw lots of dogs there, so cute la all of them.. One of them even ran towards us and i played with it awhile.. Walked to the lesser crowd place and we sat down and relax... Listen to some songs and chatted.. Then late evening we left, took the beach tram back and bus back to Harbour Front. Dearest need to rush to her Aunt house so cab back and the driver was very funny and nice. His 2nd day of work only and he told us his encounter.. :)

Reached back and she rushed to her aunt house first while i waited for her. Then after she is done we went for dinner near her house for chicken rice! Ate finish then go walk walk to digest the food and back to her house. Then i cycled back home. Enjoyed myself very much, thanks girl!

TO MY DEAREST:
You are never alone and i am always there to comfort you and care for you... The sadness in you now just hurts me, cheer up my girl... Your drop of tears seemed to be shattering my heart into pieces and i really want you to stand up strong and be firm my dear. I am always with you darling.

Someone who loves you will give you happiness, smiles, laughters, comfort, concern and love. I believe i will and promise me, you wouldn be sad again alright?

And this is the song i edited for my dearest.. From the song of 最长的电影

歌曲:最长的快乐

我们的开始
是幸福的起点
认识那么久
一直在关心你
默默在身边
我们却没有发觉
望着你
慢慢爱上你

朦胧的时间
我们溜了多远
过了那么久
我对你有感觉
如果再重来
我一定让你快乐
爱是不是
要开口才珍贵

再给我两分钟
让我把痛苦变幸福
不要再掉眼泪
你妆都花了
让我那么心疼
记得你说你要快乐
记得你说你要快乐
你说你会哭
是因为你痛苦

朦胧的时间
我们溜了多远
过了那么久
我对你有感觉
如果再重来
我一定让你快乐
爱是不是
要开口才珍贵

再给我两分钟
让我把痛苦变幸福
不要再掉眼泪
你妆都花了
让我那么心疼
记得你说你要快乐
记得你说你要快乐
你说你会哭
是因为你痛苦

再给我两分钟
让我把痛苦变幸福
不要再掉眼泪
你妆都花了
让我那么心疼
记得你说你要快乐
记得你说你要快乐

你说你会哭
是因为你痛苦

Cheer up and love you dear!

2008-07-11T23:59:00.005+08:00

Josephine, Jelly, Junhao... Js.. Haha!

In the air, the other capsule...
My bestie Harri and I
Ressal, Me and Harrison
Tiger Ham produces Tiger Balm
Jelly and Hamster

Eddie, Me, Sohail, Javier
Me & Coleen
Singapore Flyers!!!
The City View

Today is a day filled with events. Haha.. Morning went to school and yup finished at 11am. Went back to Dunearn first. Then after that the Sec 4 student leaders gathered at the councourse around 2.30PM and we head off to the Singapore Flyers. On the bus had a little chat with Mr Rani and a few of the SLs. Reached there then settle the tickets all that first and we headed in. Got in to one of the capsules and our ride starts. Took lots of pics.

Finish then head back Dunearn. Had a little dinner with Andrew, Sohail and Harrison outside school first then they head over to CDANS while i waited for Mr Rani and car over. Reached there prepare the slides show all that blah blah blah and then the dinner starts. Took quite a lot of pics too. Shall upload some of them too. Ya thats all..

2008-07-08T22:15:00.003+08:00

Student Leader Investiture Day
Woke up early early at 5.45AM, car down by John to school and ate breakfast outside. Back to school around 7AM and help to settle down the SLs. Investiture started after the national anthem and blah blah blah.. After investiture help out for the Youth Day Carnival. Then after school went to Mac with andrew and co. Ya thats for the day...

Cherish those that appreciate your care and love because they are the one who will shower the same amount of care and love on you.

2008-07-07T22:07:00.003+08:00

07-07
Lucky Number 7
A special day...

Morning went to school, attended land planning lecture from 10-12, then went over to WestMall to meet CaiYan first, then went over to Mac to meet up with QianMei. Andrew joined us a bit later at 2.30PM. Studied there all they way till evening and for the first time i study so hard! Even until now i still can rmb what i learn just now for Land Planning. Haha.. Cracked my brain to help them for their E Math too. After that went home about 6PM+.

2008-07-05T21:44:00.002+08:00

Woke up early in the morning, took bus to Dunearn for the SL Investiture Rehearsal, as well as to prepare my JA meeting's stuff later abit at 10am. Took 188 and in the same bus as me were Zaki, Tsz Ting, Jolene, Danielle and Ye Jia. Reached Dunearn then help out for the rehearsal, after that meeting at 10AM, but so many were late. So started around 10.30AM. After that the top 14 EX-CO came in too. Then end meeting around 12PM. Started raining and went for lunch at Causeway with CaiYan, Isabelle and EnQi. After that CaiYan and I accompany EnQi home. Blah Blah Blah...

2008-07-04T22:45:00.003+08:00

Friday today. Lesson till 12PM. Had law tutorial in the morning. After that BS from 10-12. Then went back to Dunearn slack slack. Soccer with the teachers from 5PM to 6.30PM, then down to Causeway Civic Centre for dinner with John and Andrew. After that took train home..

100% effort = 100% happiness = 100% True Love

2008-07-03T21:13:00.002+08:00

Today morning lesson from 8-10. After that met up with ChiFoong at the MRT then headed to Tanjong Pagar for breakfast first. Nice nice food. After that walk over to the URA building to see see for our upcoming quiz. Linda, Gladys, Jessica and YiRong joined us awhile later. We looked around the building and the girls were camwhoring, haha.. But we took a few pics together, when Gladys send me then i post up.

After that John came and pick us up, is the JOHN from my SP one, not JOHN TAN, haha.. He drove a toyota 7-8 seater and sent us back to school. After that went for lesson blah blah and left at 3.30PM, then rush down to Clementi Sports Hall for C Girls Basketball match, won Assumption 55-4, great job girls, proud of everyone of your! :D After that went to Batok Mac to join Andrew, CaiYan, QianMei, Isabelle, Audrey and KimHong for awhile then headed home.

2008-07-01T21:05:00.002+08:00

01+07=08

Yup thats today's date. Boring lesson as usual, lesson end at 5pm, car ride by Lurvies. She send Linda to Queenstown first then send me and Alan to batok. Thanks for that forever scary ride. LOL! Reached le go find John and Harri, accompany them eat at KFC. After that everyone went home.

2008-06-30T23:37:00.002+08:00

Nth much today.. Normal school.. Finish school then go to Clementi Sports Hall for C Girls match. Trashed Batok Sec 61-4, well done girls! U do me proud! After that car back to Dunearn for awhile and car home.

When + and - meet each other, they are bound to be together. You might ask me who is it, i will tell you "no one" because "no one" is perfect.

2008-06-27T23:41:00.002+08:00

Well today had a 2hours lesson from 10-12. BORING! After that went back Dunearn, quite a few of the Ex-Dunearn Basketballers came back and we all played basketball.. Dong Sheng, WeiJie, JieYing, PeiRong, PeiZhen etc... Played basketball, long time haven had such great games liao. Then after that rest... Go Clementi Sports hall for the C boys match, won 52-8. Great job boys. After that car back to Dunearn, had a game of soccer with the teachers, then cab down to WM coffeebean with Ressal for JA meeting, finish then home with Anna. Yup thats all for today.

2008-06-24T22:36:00.002+08:00

Finally, i got my blog dedication read out from YES 933, thanks IVY & JIAFA.

Today had a packed day again. Haha. Not really packed but slack i guess. Morning went to Railway Mall and caught a ride from Lurvies to SP, She and SiHui went to SPGG for a swim while i slack at a corner to use my laptop. About 11.30AM we head for class. Law lesson ended earlier today as we need to go for an auction at Tanjong Pagar AMARA HOTEL. Left school at 2PM and took Lurvies car with SiHui, Alan and Linda and head to AMARA HOTEL. Everything ended so soon around 3PM like that and i took MRT down to Clementi Sports Hall to meet up with John and the C Boys, Faith, YingQi and gang were there too. Joined the C girls to watch the other boys' match while John had a debrief with the C Boys.

After John is done, he, me, Faith, YingQi and Rachael went to the nearby KFC for a bite. After that car back to Dunearn. John cleared his table, Rachael went home, YingQi, Faith and I played a little basketball. Evening around 6.30PM left school and went for dinner at Railway Mall, Andrew joined us while YingQi was sent home. Ate dinner then Andrew walk home and car home for the rest. BLAH! Now slacking and yup i just heard my dedication, duno why dun feel excited but rather just... OKOK like that? Duno why...

2008-06-23T23:13:00.003+08:00

Whoa 240th Post! OMG! Haha... Anyway had a very PACKED day but quite alright though. :D

Morning woke up, quite lazy though cos holiday made me become a lazy bum! Cant seemed to get myself up. HAHA! But still i did though, get myself ready for school and there i go! Train was not that packed, because 10am lesson and so not much people in the train around 9am plus. Reached school on time and yup, lesson starts and i got back 2 of my test paper. HAha.. THis time round i am trying to see if i don't study can i still pass my paper. First paper Land Planning, i know confirm fail because quite hard, but i did wrote a lot and even my lecturer duno why i fail, haha.. He said i can pass just that i miss out some of the key points, so ya alright ba. Estate Management paper i passed so yup, quite alright.

School ended around 2.30PM and off we go. Lurvies drove today and since i going back Dunearn she gave me a lift. Send SiHui to the guild house first then me to Dunearn. Take her ride quite scary though, she got her license few months ago only and her driving was kind of WHOA! Scary man, haha.. Duno why feel so scare, but alright la.. Thank You Lurvies for the ride!

Reached Dunearn rest awhile and look after the basketball team. Training ended around 6PM, announced who got into the team for the boys as tmr is their first match already. Followed John to Queensway to get their Jersey and rush back to school to pass to them the jerseys. Reached back Dunearn around 7.30PM, then have to settle the admin stuff for their competition tomorrow cos those morons duno how to write their names properly, even address also duno how to write. In the end we do it for them. -.-

After that finish everything at about 8.30PM! OMG! I think both of us are the most hardworking teachers la, 8.30PM all teachers already back home resting we just finish, haha.. Then car down to WestMall cos John wanna cut his hair. Listen to the radio and ENQI xiao mei got her dedication read out again! Thanks xiao mei for the dedication, love ya! After John cut his hair, car down to Sheng Siong to buy drinks for the teachers, PE office have been lacking of drinks for quite awhile. HAHA!!! After that car back and reach home around 10.30PM, OMG! HAHA!!!

2008-06-22T17:50:00.002+08:00

I always thought that one and only chip was still with me, but you just reminded me that its threw away long ago. How foolish am I, but what to do? When i take one step forward, you take one step backward. No way i am going to catch you and ya, i rather u tell me that. Did not expect anything at all, and i guess it doesn't feel as bad i guess. :)

2008-06-21T23:59:00.001+08:00

Saturday, boring saturday... Stayed at home whole day, very bored though but i watched a drama called "命中注定我愛你" a.k.a "Fated to Love You". I find it very interesting as it matches what i think: "Everything is fated". I think its quite a nice drama so do watch if you can. Anyway this drama makes me having mixed feelings, i can be laughing out loud at one time, but shedding tears at another, but it really is a nice drama. But somehow i learn something out of it and i only wish to tell that special her.

2008-06-21T01:20:00.002+08:00

I'm pissed, because YES 93.3FM did not read out my song dedication. THEY SUCK CAN? Yesterday send in 3 SMS none read out. Today post one at the dedication blog, din read out, instead they read out ENQI's one, angry... Then aft that send in another SMS also never read out. Freak i am damn pissed now. Why am i so unlucky in everything? She wants to hear and i want it to be heard by her. Haix... I wouldn give up.. I will keep going till it has been read out to her. MUAHAHAHAHA... Anyway my phone bill confirm XPLODE! But i dun care, nothing is more important than her being happy... :D

2008-06-18T17:54:00.002+08:00

OK i am back from the SL camp! Tired but worth it..

Monday cycled to school in the morning.. Reached school around 7.30am, settle some admin stuff on my JA side for the interview of the SLs, then after that open the back gate for the SLs to walk to their campsite. After that cycled out to the coffeeshop outside to have breakfast with Mr Rani, Jeremy and Ressal. After that cycled over to the campsite. Waited for our JA committee to come and we started the interview with the selected SLs together with Mr Toh, Mr Rani and Mdm Sarinah. Lunch at 12pm with the JA committee and Mr Rani and Mr Toh. After lunch go back, checked in to the chalets and continued with the interview all the way until dinner time, go out eat then continue again. Spend like 7-8 hours interviewing around 30 student. Identified out a few people as the Ex-Co. After that everyone went back, left with Mdm Sarinah and her family and me. Her family take one chalet while i take another chalet. 2 rooms, 4 beds, one living room and i sleep only. Haha..

I cycled home first to bathe and take clothings. John picked me up and we go to Railway mall there for supper with Harrison, Elina and her sister. Ate supper and after that John send all of us back. Arrived back at the chalet around 1am. I myself slacked in the chalet, watching TV, preparing the test paper for my tuition students etc. Managed to hold out till 2.45am and i watched the EURO match between Poland and Croatia. Slept for awhile and woke up at 7am again.

Second day, ensure that all students are present and send them off for their activity at Changi Coast, they boarded the bus and i went back to my bunk. Met up with John a little while after that and went back to Dunearn with him. Basketball C Girls supposed to have a friendly game at Toa Payoh Sports Hall, so went with them together with coach Michael, John and YingXue. Reached there then got some prob and in the end i think its cancelled and thus bus back to Dunearn again. Waste time. Reached back already, packed up and car down to IKEA with John, Faith, Sherlyn, Rachael and Tina. Ate lunch there then car back to CDANS campsite by John. THanks.

Slept awhile and my JA ppl came around 5Pm. Woke up, prepare stuffs for the BBQ later in the evening. Had a little chat and discussion with Marvin, Sabrina and Sohail. Ate dinner late. Thanks Desmond Lee for the Otah and Lyndia for the Nasi Lemak. Went over to watch the campfire performance by the Sec 3 SLs. Evening the teachers conducted their interview with the SLs and it ended late till 1am. OMG. We had a lot of fun chatting and playing and i guess it will be good for us JA to gather together. If possible i shall plan it more often. Around 11am plus everyone start to leave for home, only me, Jeremy, Harrison, Andrew and Kah Meng stayed overnight with Mr Rani, Ms Ho and Ms Lim. We taunt the night and watched the Italy VS France match at 2.45am. Slept after that and woke up today around morning 8am.

We packed up our chalet and took our things out and slacked outside for awhile before proceeding to the gathering place to eagerly wait for the announcement of the new Ex-Co. After interviewing them, i do had a few nominees in my mind and before the announcement, i was predicting the top 4, guessing Sohila, Jana, Benedict and LiMin. But at least i got 2 of them right! HAha.. To those elected as the new SL committee, congratulations and make sure u guys do well and bring dunearn to another greater height or i will bite u guys! HAha.. For those not chosen, dun be discouraged, u too can play your part and contribution to the school and prove us that you can lead too! After that went home, bathe and rushed down to Jurong Library to teach LiYuan they all tuition.. From 1.30 to 3.30, so tired!!!

I am contented with how we are now and i will be glad if we can move even closer to one another. I will not let you get hurt again if i have the chance and i wan to prove to u its not just words said, its a promise...

2008-06-15T21:01:00.005+08:00

At Elijah house now.. Went to his house for BBQ as his belated birthday party, but only Celine and I managed to make it. Sad.. Now using computer, let them have their ER REN SHI JIE. HAHA... Well nothing much happen today though. Spend my whole after chatting on MSN but i dun mind though.. Evening met up with Celine and came over here to Elijah house. BBQ and i ate super lots of food since only this few of us. Ya thats all. Nothing to post already. :D

I don't want to comment on anything you say because you seems not to know anything at all so don't just assume things based on your assumption. If you still carry on the way you are talking now, trust me.. You are going to have lots of trouble, especially with your council. I am ok with it because you duno anything about it and i am not going to blame you. Dont always think that others are not good and you are the best because there is no one that is the best, everyone is the same. Somehow i find you change, i duno why.. I am disappointed to know that... I never ever commented on what you have said, but this time round, its too overboard.. She did nothing and you scolded her "bitch", i really duno why, you do need to have a thought about it...

2008-06-15T02:10:00.002+08:00

Today is my sister's birthday. Happie 13th Birthdayto my sister! Morning met up with Harrison at Lot 1 to buy the cake and presents. After that go over to my house and wait for the rest to come. Subsequently, Sabrina, John, Regina, Josephine and my sister's friend arrived. Played computer la, watch drama, somehow we spend quite long with computers. Lol.. Cut cake etc.. Regina and Josephine left first, ordered KFC for dinner. Eat and then John send Sab and Harri home. Now 2.30Am but i still haven sleep.. Cant sleep sia and i am starting to think of...

I don't know how i found you, but i am thankful that i had. In my heart, i can no longer hold inside, all the love i used to hide, but now i know i am just a fool not letting you know earlier. I regretted letting you go easily, so naive thinking that i will be happy if you are happy, but that will occur only in drama. You told me that you were never happy even after you left me, from then on i know i am a big fool. Now that i realise, love is everywhere and easily developed, but true love is something that you will never be able to let go and it will be with you always... I just want to tell you by your ears that I Love You and i will continue on to wait for you, waiting till the day when you are ready and when i have finally touched your heart with my determination, my sincerity, my perseverance... Most importantly, my love...

2008-06-13T14:59:00.003+08:00

Yesterday morning went to Dunearn and played basketball with a few of the Ex-Dunearnites; Tiong Yee, Wei Jie, Wei Quan etc. After that lunch with John, Elijah and Celine at Nihon Mura @ Jurong West Sports Complex. Had a very full lunch. After that car back to Dunearn, Celine went home while the 3 of us went up to the lab for a few games of DOTA. After that go home, eat dinner then night time went to John house to play overnight mahjong and watch soccer with Alan and Tiong Yee. Played till morning 4AM plus then ordered MAC for breakfast. Ate finish sleep at his house for awhile, 9AM plus left for home. Rest awhile and then now at WEST MALL Coffee Bean. Lyndia joined me just now for a little chat and she just left for her movie with friends.. Now doing my work here and slacking. Boring... Zzzzzz....

2008-06-12T21:32:00.003+08:00

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST

SABRINA!!!

YEAH. LIKE TO WISH YOU ALL THE BEST IN EVERYTHING YOU DO AND MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE! JUNHAO GOR WILL ALWAYS BE SUPPORTING YOU!! LOVES!!!

2008-06-11T22:22:00.003+08:00

Whoa few days din post liao.. Haha..
Hmmm yesterday morning went to RV to watch the B & C boys competition. Well nothing to comment on.. After that went to Jurong teach POA, after that home rest awhile and went over to John house to play mahjong and watch soccer...

Today, morning woke up by a call from her and i was like oh ya, suppose to return the first aid kit, lol.. So faster wash up and rush to school.. John was already taking the C girls for training at the gym. So reached back Dunearn return the first aid kit first then take the girls for training since Michael din come again (as usual, keke...). After that car down to Lot 1 with John, Faith, YingQi, Rachael, Sherlyn and Tina. Ate lunch at PizzaHut.. She came to Lot 1 Pizzahut too with her bro and her SJAB..

After lunch, Me, John, Faith and YingQi car down to IMM to look for their team Jerseys... Then car down to Queensway to continue our search again but then when we reached there, they were having fire drill exercise and we have to wait for awhile. We were like saying we always come no problem then bring YingQi come got prob liao. Haha.. Once fire drill is over, we went around looking for the jerseys again...

I seriously duno what is wrong with her! Haha!

After that car back to Dunearn again as there is C boys training. After finish close up everything, car home for Faith, YingQi and myself. THanks John!

2008-06-07T22:32:00.002+08:00

Oh so tired. Just back home after a tiring day... Yesterday camp over at Dunearn, so glad i did because the stupid guard did not come to school and open the gate! So glad i am around and so i open the school gate at 6.30am to allow my facilitators and Sec 3 SLs to come in. First had a briefing with my facilitators at the PE office first, then after that move to concourse to brief the SLs on their activity day today. Did some briefing and admin stuff, managed to clear the groups by 9am. Went breakfast outside school with John, Jessie and Mr Toh, joined by Mr Wong, Mr Yap and Mr Tay. After breakfast car down by John with Jessie to their first few stations at Tanjong Pagar area.

It started raining heavily but the groups continued on without any complaints and i am so glad to see that. That's how a leader should be. After all groups had cleared the tanjong pagar area, John and I took car down to Amoy Street Food Centre to join some groups who have their lunch there. The rain started to lighten and we set off again. Nothing much happen in the middle though, only know i have been always in the rain.. Followed some groups around. After that went to City Hall MRT to meet up with Marvin who joined us late, went over to Marina Square there to wait for groups, in the end something funny happen, dun wan to elaborate, very tired now. Just need to know that Jana Tan is a blur queen and she is vey gullible. Haha...

After that Marvin and I proceed to the War Memorial there, the last station and we waited for all the groups to come to the final station. Gave them difficult quizes and questions which took most of the time taking for all groups. Had group photos and bus back to Dunearn. Had a debrief with the SLs and a small one with Group 2. Just hope that all Sec 3 SLs learn something from it and from here pick up the learning tips and continue to become a better leader. I always live by this quote on leadership and i always seriously believe in it. "Leaders lead by example", thats what i always tell myself and all leaders, because it is a quote everyone must understand.

Anyway finally SL activity day is over, all my hardwork and Jessie hardwork have not been wasted and i am glad all SLs enjoyed themselves and learn something out of it. Felt a great sense of achievement and yup even i have to thickskin a bit, this is one of the best amazing race, but i believe it can be better and the next one i plan WILL be better. :D

"As the rain is falling, i held up an umbrella and shelter you... That moment does not come by often... Seriously, i am contented with how it is now and i will just be overwhelmed and thankful if things could be better... But now, everything is fine for me... It's a moment i will never forget..."

2008-06-06T23:48:00.002+08:00

Now is 11.48PM, and guess what people, i am blogging at Dunearn... Just managed to finish up the admin stuff for the SL Activity Day. Shall sleep over here since meeting 7am here tmr. So tired. Today morning came to sch with John, trained the C girls until Michael come before i join the B boys for a 5V5 match. Had a nice game. After that went to WestMall for lunch with John and Elijah. Had KFC for lunch.

After that car back to Dunearn for awhile before heading down to CCK secondary school at 3.30PM for the C girls friendly match. Ref for their match thought i dun intend to. The girls played quite well and won by a big margin. Looking at the girls today, i felt that they haven grown up and change. They are now more serious in it and really wants to win. Comparing them now to that day where i took this girls on their first training match where everyone of them were complaining... I am so glad they have all improved, even the Sec 1s are good! I am sure they will do well and get at least top 4 in the West Zone de. Holding high hopes on them.. I am sure they can do better de...

Looking at some like Sherlyn, Rachael, Faith etc... Their attitude towards basketball change a lot... I have Rachael always asking me how is her lay up, has she improved etc. And yup she did improve and she is really doing well... The last time hot-tempered Sherlyn always get heated up when people foul or make her angry, but now she is so calm now.. She dealt with the prob in the right way, keeping quiet during the match and the only time i hear her complaining is when she is in the car with us, complaining that the opponent scolded her, thats all. Proud of ya Sherlyn. Even Faith tok to me at MSN just now asking what did she not do well during todays friendly game, asking if anything she needs to change.. Seriously, this batch of C girls can do it de, i am confident they can... Come on Dunearn C Girls! Do us proud!!!

2008-06-05T21:48:00.002+08:00

Yesterday
Morning went to school to meet up with those JA and Sec 4 SLs who are helping for the SL Activity Day 2008. Met up in sch at 1030 then left at 11 and headed to the CBD area. Started our recce... Nothing much to talk about also.. Haha.. Had lunch at Central's BK. Ended everything and went over to Suntec. AFt that everyone left. Harri, YanChin and I took bus to Commenwealth MRT and car down to holland V by John to have our dinner there. Aft that home..

Today
Car down to school with John, then settled the first aid kit thingy with Lyndia, thanks for making the trip down. Celine and Harri came down join us as we are celebrating bday. Bluff ELijah that Celine is not able to come with us. Celine went to hide before Elijah come, then we blindfold him and sneaked Celine into the car without him knowing. LOL. Reached woodlands civic centre, ate lunch at Mac then go to party world KTV and sang for four hours. Finally we unveil his blindfold and he was o.o, haha... Anyway Happie Birthday Elijah, hope u had fun! Aft ktv went down to West Coast Mac, the couple go see sunset themselves, then ate dinner there and home.

2008-06-04T21:36:00.003+08:00

1.What's the connection between you & the last person that called you?
Haha celine just called me, she is my bestie's gf! HAha.. And she is nicknamed Monster Tan! Haha... She also is known for dripping ear wax, OPS!

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Ya

3. What happened at 10.00am today?
i just reached Dunearn

4. When did you last cry?
Last day of Sec 3 Camp

5. What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
Waffle

6. What do you want in your life right now?
her? But impossible

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
Put up my hood if have, if not just run.

8. What's your favorite thing to have on your bed?
myself

9. What bottom are you wearing now?
shorts and underwear? DUH?

10. Whats the nicest text in your inbox say?
Every msg is nice

11. Do you tends to make a relationships complicated?
Nah, simple and natural...

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
Nope.

13. What was the last movie you caught?
I forgot le wor. CJ7 i think.

14. What are you proud of?
I'm proud to be a leader

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
"Duno leh. Lols. But u holiday free le rite. Haha. U get le tell me then see how lor." -Lyndia

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
STm sia, i dun rmb.

17. Do you have any nicknames? What are they?
"Hamster"

18. What does your last received text message say? Who was it from?
"I Eating sakae! :):):):)" -EnQi

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
12am

20. Are you currently happy?
not really

21. Who gives you best advice?
myself? Sabrina, Caiyan, John & Elijah

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
nope, drink with my ice mocha.

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
Conference with CaiYan and EnQi

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
Ya my stupid financial problem

25. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
Cant rmb, everyone of my frens can make me laugh

26. Do you wear toe socks?
wth is that?

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?.
Celine

28. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Ya. Always

29. What annoys you most in a person?
Being irreasonable.

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
Yup.

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
No

32. What is the colour of your room?
Light green

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
I dun wan take a billion and spend on the food in the prison, unless is a billion hell notes, lols

34. Do you believed in the saying "talk in cheap"?
duno whats that

35. Who was the last person to lay in your bed?
myself lo

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
Whoa long time ago sei... I think Sabrina.. After the camp debrief..

37. What do you want to say to the person you have a crush on?
Haha i told her what i wan to say liao.. LOL

38. Do you have a life?
duh

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't?
Nope

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
No songs

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
No dreams for a long time liao

42. Last time you smiled?
I always smile :)

43. Have you changed this year?
Ya i change every single second

44. What are you listening to right now?
nothing

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
nobody

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
open

47. Is there a quote you live by?
Leaders lead by example, take pride in it and show his/her passion for it

48.Do you want someone you can't have?
ya

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
I am bad at it

50. What was the worst idea you've had in week?
Hmmm... Dun think any..

51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
talking on phone

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
Dun have one now..

53. What song describe your love life?
Duno? CaiYan say "Only Love" the lyrics best describe my situation now and i agrees.

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
Ya

55. Who always make you laughs?
Sabrina, EnQi, John, Elijah, Harrison

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
Chinese, Cantonese

57. Are you blond?
No, white hair alot only.

58. What your middle name?
Jun

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
Celebrate Elijah's bday

60. What do you think you are like?
Always reasonable and always try to be fair when i know it is impossible

61. Who will you choose to die with?
the one i love

62.Where have you been today?
Around CBD doing recce

63. What game do you play often?
Fifa 08, Dota, COD 4

64. Who are you missing right now?
Her

65. If you've to choose between friend & love, who will you choose?
Both

66. What are you doing right now?
this quiz loh, kenna owned sia.

67. Which primary school are you from?
chua chu kang pri sch

68. Name 3 colours that you like
blue, white, black

69. What emotion you like to show?
-.-

70. What is life to you?
unfair, hardship, meaningless

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Think of how to solve it

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
CaiYan, Harrison

73. Who do you admire the most?
Hmm.. No one? Maybe people who live a easy and good life

74. Which month are you born in?
August

75. How are you feeling right now?
Sian

76. What is the time now?
22.25

77. Where are you now?
My room

78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
light red

79. Why are you doing this test?
Cos CaiYan sabo me, LOL

80. What do you do when you're moody?
Play games, chat with others

81. At which age you wish to get marry?
25, 26, 27

82. Who is more important to you? Girlfriend or friends?
Both

83. Do you think you have enough confident?
confident on things that i am good at

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
SabrinaLim, John, Harrison, Elijah, CaiYan, EnQi

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
Not yet

86. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
There is no trouble, arguments etc in this world and i can have her with me...

87. What is your goal for this year?
Pass my Poly diploma, Bring the Student Council batch 08/09 to a greater height, Dunearn C div boys and girls bball team get top 4(Cos i coached them most of the time)

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
maybe

89. WHAT DO YOU LOVE?
anything that seems good to me

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
definitely

91. What feeling you hate the most?
lonliness, emptiness, hatred

92. you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Depends on who, i cherish my fantastic 6 the best it could ever be

93. Do you believe in God?
somehow it only respond to me with negative things

94. Who cares for you the most?
My fantastic 6

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
my fantastic 6 and her

96. What'll you bring when you fight?
my brain, cos u must fight smartly

97. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
letting her go so easily without fighting back. Biggest mistake.

98. What would you feel that no one no longer cares for you?
feel like dying cos life is meaningless if thats the case

99. What if your stead two-timed you?
No chance given...

100. What is the name of the person u have a crush on?
Fried Kway Teow

Instructions:Remove 1 question from the above add in your own personal question, and bold it.Next, list 7 people whom you would you want them to do this, at the end of the post.Notify them in their tag box that he/she has been tagged.

CAIYAN (Done)
Regina
LiYuan
Elina
EnQi
Harrison
YanChin

2008-06-03T22:30:00.002+08:00

#1 if your lover betray you, wad will your first reaction be?
0.0

#2 if you can have a dream to come true, what will it be?
My dream? To have that somehow impossible wish to become true...

#3 wad will your dream wedding be like?
To hold in on a floating platform on top of the sea near the beach

#4 are you confuse as to wad lies ahead of you?
Somehow, because i cant see what is coming...

#5 wad's your ideal lover like?
Cute, humorous, loving, caring

#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Loving someone that loves me too

#7 how long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Till she give me a chance again...

#8 if the person you secretly like is attached, wad would you do?
I will feel sad, but what to do, life is neve fair? :)

#9 is there anthing that made you unhappy these days?
Yeah, lots of chilish and brain-less people.

#10 are you in love or being loved now?
I am not being love now..

#11 how do you see yourself in ten years' time?
I might be a leader? I might be a teacher? I might be a Police Officer.

#12 who are currently the most important ppl to you?
I shall list out all the names!
Sabrina and EnQi mei; John, Harrison & Elijah Besties; Number 1 fan; HER

#13 wad kind of person do you think the person had tagged you is?
Wobbly Jelly? HAha! Eh true ok! She is just like a jelly so wobbly. CAIYAN U BETTER BE STRONG!

#14 would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Honestly, i have been leading a very poor life now, if she dun give me chance then i rather be single and rich.

#15 wad is the first thing you do every morning?
OPEN MY EYES LA

#16 would you give all in a relationship?
Yes I'll if she does it too

#17 if you fall in love with 2 ppl simuntaneously, who would you pick?
The one who can assure that we will be happy and long lasting

#18 wad type of friends do you like?
nice, active, friendly, joker, lamer

#19 what would you like to do with your girl?
Holding hands together and walk by the beach

#20 wad would you name your children in the future?
Something that people can't make fun of.

I want these 6 people to do the quizz. :D
CaiYan (Done)
Regina
Elina
LiYuan
Elijah
Harrison

2008-06-01T00:40:00.003+08:00

SUPER TIRED!

Early morning woke up and took bus to sch, initially wanted to go Harri house to take John's bike and cycle with him to school but i see the weather like going rain, plus so late liao and i need to print things before the meeting, so decided to not cycle instead. Ate breakfast at the coffeeshop outside school, Celine joined a bit ltr followed by Sohail. Walked to school about 8.45AM, print the proposals and stuff for the meetings but printer got prob halfway. -.-

Meeting started at 9AM, blah blah blah and finished around 11AM, raining heavily so was like opening shutters to allow people to walk through without being drenched. Tuition with LiYuan they all at 12PM-2PM, after that cycled back to my house first. John came and took back his bike whilt i rode my bike and we cycled to the Batok West Ave 6 Mac there to use com, eat and slack. After that about 6PM cycled all the way to West Coast Park Mac, reached there around 7PM plus. Eat a little, use computer again, slack etc. Left about 10.30PM and cycled home, journey back was long and tiring but we enjoyed it.

Night breeze was so cooling that i felt refreshed with the wind brushing against my face although i am tired. Pass by Harri's House first, followed by John's then back to my house. Reached home around 11.30PM. Tired but shiok!

2008-05-29T20:31:00.004+08:00

Another paper finished and again i found it quite alright, din really study very hard though but still can make it.. After paper bus back to Dunearn.. Ref the only match for the inter-class basketball.. Super angry cos i feel like a sai kang warrior like that, teacher supposed to be on duty not around, leave me to handle it. HELLO i am not being paid leh? Why are some teachers like that? Get the pay and leave the job to others, i come back help for free one eh? Who pay for my transport fee. Damn it sia i really hate it. I could have chose not to care but sorrie, i dun wan all the students to be left down there not knowing what to do because the teachers dun care them, i am once a student and i hate such situation. Then just now was left to make a decision whether 4Opal can go off not since they dun hv any games, and even those classes who got back from learning journey were asking if they can go already, and if i made the decision myself anything wrong they will come and blame me. -.- Just hate it.

Yup and to 4Sapphire, i duno what, maybe ur shouting unfair that mr tan helping them play, but i seriously duno what to do, they refuse to find ppl play and its a teacher playing, i cant show disrespect and ask the teacher cannot play or what.. I really is already very confused up already because no one is helping me at all.. But if ur want to blame that because i let mr tan play for them and then cause Sapphire to lose the game, then i apologise ba.. Seriously helping out really dun gain me any benefit other than wasting my time, my effort and just get complains after complains.. I dun think i will wan to help for tomorrow's game as well as Monday Tuesday's.

After the inter-class game ended, stay and played basketball for awhile and stopped b'cos it started raining. After that dinner at railway mall with John and Elina, eat till very full and now i am super bloated.

Yup and i have decided i will apply for NIE at the final semester for my poly diploma and hopefully, i am able to teach the subject combination i want. I want to be a responsible and a respectable teacher...

2008-05-28T23:49:00.003+08:00

Test today was alright and i hope i can pass, i shall prove that what studying hard la, listen in class all these is bullshits.. Because i believe test is just crap.. I din listen in class, din really study and if i can pass the paper it will really be alright liao. No mood at all.. Amazingly, paper is from 3.30 to 5.10, but by 4.30 i finish, so mrt down to batok and John picked me up to Dunearn, thanks. Ref the inter-class Bball match, floor was rather slippery.. Finish already played bball with WeiQuan, John, ZhiJie and the some of the C girls. Finish already go home. Thats about it ba.

Anyway my back is still hurting, i seriously believe that it is something quite serious, but i duno whether shd i go see a doc not... Nvm.. And i am like living in a empty shell can, i am so financially tied down.. Shd i even continue to be a filal son to cut down my parents cost to ease their financial ability but me suffering silently without any help? I duno.. Suddenly everythings seemed to go against me.. I really duno whats going on.. Nth seems to go right.. Well just let it be... It has always been like that, i have already said, different people are blessed with different fate and i am blessed with hardship, what a blessing! Super pissed off, because this world is never fair... I am born to repay people that i have owed maybe during my previous life. -.-

2008-05-27T23:50:00.003+08:00

Sorrie to you-know-who, but i have already explain to you, so i hope you understand. I guess maybe it's my fault ba but i really din meant what u thought it is. I din treat u as that. But still i must say a word sorrie to u. :)

My back is hurting me pretty much and really no one cares. I told my mom about it and she just nag and accused that it's because i sat infront of the com too long, why not say i sat in the classroom studying too long? Bullshit. I seriously believe this is something serious and i wonder is it something wrong with my back, maybe it is like a permanent stuff or what? I duno, who cares, just let it be, even if it will paralyse me then let it be.. I really dun care...

Different people really are blessed with different fate and i believe i have a hard one. All i faced are hardships and i have to walk my way out of it. I never believe that u do something and in return u will received something good. It's complete bullshit. Can u measure the amount of time, money, effort and sweat i have spent on Dunearn? Expecting a return? Nah! Forget it. Why will i always think for people but actually i am like the same situation as them? Why am i so soft hearted? Take one example, i am in a deep shit now where i am not working and money earn from tuition is not enought to cover for my own expenses of transport and food? Why i still dun get money from my dad? Because he has financial difficulty for the family too, we are in the same but why will i think for him and no one think for me?

Some of my students have financial difficulty and so i allowed them to pay their fees at the end of every month instead, but why no one will think for me? People just a piece of advice from me, dun treat people well because no one will treat you well. Thats what i know because it works that way for me...

Anyway Contract Law test today was ok, not as bad as i thought. Anyway, people i know my MSN nick seemed to be like always changing and if it pissed u off, i duno what i can say because i only intended to show it to one person. Dun assume things, dun comment on things if u duno anything? If u ask me i will explain to u but please dun assume because i, like everyone, do have my privacy also and i have the right to write anything too. Ask me and i tell u and not comment on things where u dun understand a single shit.

2008-05-26T23:59:00.003+08:00

Term test started today. Morning went back to SP early at 9am although paper starts at 12pm. Went to find Mr Chow with Lurvies to revised for our test. Ate lunch and then sat for the paper. I am the first to finish and leave the class.. Haha.. Train down to take some watches for my orders.. Seriously in need of money sia, anyone can lend me.. Haha...

After that bus down to Ngee Ann Poly to meet "her". Shall not say her name, duno she will mind not. Met up with her at Ngee Ann Poly, pass the watches to her and we walked down all the way to the 985 bus stop. Along the way Elijah called me and he can see me from his house, plus he is naked some more. DAMN! Waited for 985 and it came after awhile. Chatted with her blah blah blah and send her all the way to her house bus stop. After that took 947 back to Batok to meet Harri and Elina. Sorrie to CaiYan they all, eyes really small, cant see you guys waving. Lol!

Took 189 down to West Coast Park. Sad that din catch the sunset in time. Went dinner at the mac then after that go to the sea side there slack awhile.Left about 9.30PM and reached home about 11PM. Thanks Elina and Harri for the evening! Of course thanks to "her" for the noon cos seeing you brightens up my day! :D

Will a chance be given to me?

2008-05-26T23:51:00.006+08:00

Rules
-Blogger who has been tagged has to start with 10 random facts about themselves.
-At the end of the quiz, you have to choose 10 people & tag them about this quiz.

1] I love "her"!
2] I love my brothers! John, Harri & Elijah
3] I love my sisters! Sabrina & En Qi
4] I love my no. 1 fan Cai Yan
5] I love everyone who loves me
6] I love Dunearn so much
7] I am very lazy
8] I hate studying
9] I hate being bored
10] I am nicknamed "Hamster"

I wanna share this quiz with 10 besties:
- John
- Harrison
- CaiYan
- Sabrina
- En Qi
- Elijah
- Celine
- Elina
- Yan Chin
- Regina

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Name 20 person whom you can think of right now.
Don't read the questions till you've named the 20 people.
At the end of this,choose 5 person to do this.

1. "HER"
2. John
3. Harrison
4. CaiYan
5. Sabrina
6. En Qi
7. Elijah
8. Celine
9. Elina
10. Yan Chin
11. Regina
12. Josephine
13. Sohail
14. Wei Quan
15. Jeremy
16. Ling Rong
17. Li Yuan
18. Ying Qi
19. Faith
20. Andrew

Q1.)How did you meet no.14?
In the basketball team at Dunearn? Haha..
Q2.)What would you do if you didn't meet no.1?
I think i will... feel sad? Very sad...
Q3.)What if no.9 & no.20 dated?
Ops, dun think so. Haha
Q4.)Will no.6 and 17 date?
Never will happen
Q5.)Describe no.3
Super lamer just like me. Haha
Q6.)Is no.8 attractive?
OH MAN! SHe is so hot till ear wax can drip! Haha!!!!!
Q7.)Describe no.7
DAMN lamer like me again and can act super sissy if he wants!
Q8.)Know any of 12 family members?
Real family duno, Gan family alot, haha...
Q9.)What will you do if no.18 confesses to you that he/she likes you?
Wah, haha.. Cannot la, she is just like a lil sister to me, haha..
Q10.)What language does no.15 speaks?
English
Q11.)Who is no.9 going out with?
She just went out with Harri and me
Q12.)How old is No.16?
16
Q13.)When is the last time you spoke to no.13?
Last week? But he just smsed me.
Q14.)Who is no.2 favourite band/singer?
Hmm quite a few i think
Q15.)You ever date no.4?
Haha nope
Q16.)Would you ever date no 17?
Nope
Q17.)Is no 19 single?
I think so
Q18.)What is no.10 last name?
Chin
Q19.)Where does no.6 live?
Hmmm so paiseh sia i forgotten!
Q20.)What is your favourite thing about no.5?
She is cute and one of my best mei ever!

5 people to do this survey are;
CaiYan, En Qi, Harrison, Li Yuan, Regina

2008-05-25T17:51:00.005+08:00

As the time pass, i did not realise that all the while, i have been a fool, i realised i could never replace you with anyone. I tried, i tried hard... I thought that i could get into another relationship and slowly you will be forgotten, but it dun seem to be. It has been about 3 years plus, 1188 days since the day u left me. The hurting feeling can still be felt when i recall it, never once had that feeling go off.

After u left, i got in to 2 other relationships, but never once had i ever forget you, the feelings of the love for u always linger inside my heart, even though one of my relationship lasted around 2 years. It will not be fair on them, but i tried to put in 100% of my love, but a small portion of it refused. I thought that slowly it will gave off but everytime i see you, my heart smiled sweetly and i cant help but give up to it.

Now i had understand it would be impossible to replace you, i know you are the only one who can walk in to my heart, it is just a matter of whether you want or not. But i know now your wouldn want to. 1188 days had passed and i know your feelings for me are not like mine to you. Now i know what is the meaning of true love, to love someone with all you can, regardless of any other things, and it will never ever fade off..

I remember once, my mom threw away a box which contains all the letters you have wrote to me in the past. I was so mad and was fuming with rage and i quarreled with my mother. Even till now, i am still feeling the loss because whenever i thought of you, i will take out the letters to read again, but now the only thing i can count on is the image of you left inside me...

To the spEcial you. the Only thing i can do noW is to wait for you, to hope that fate wilL bring You to me agaiN anD all i hope Is that a chance will be given to me Again..

2008-05-22T22:23:00.004+08:00

Alright Chelsea lost it, a game they should win it.. But its ok.. John Terry, u will still be my idol and hero in Chelsea FC! :D

Anyway i have got no mood to go school again, i am terribly useless can? I cant bring myself to school, i have zero interest in it at all. Dunearn is like the only place i wan go, because there i can do a lot of things, got office with air-con, outside can play bball, eat and drink, got so many friends, maybe that is why i dun feel like going any other places ba...

Morning to 1pm do NAPFA for the Sec 2s, 1.30PM go with John and 2 Jade to rock climbing at Farrer park CSC there. Stayed with them there till about 5PM then bus back to Dunearn. 5.30PM reached back. Put stuff at PE office and i saw lyndia, like rarely will see her one sia. As usual her kee siao-ing, and she go to my bag and took out every single thing she can find in my bag. -.-

Then take the shaving cream found duno where and wan disturb, in the end she kenna from me, so sad Lyndia. Haha... I think her SJAB juniors should have saw how her ma'am behave sia, OPS! HAha... After that car home by John. Tmr last day of sch and nxt week term test liao. I am going to flung my term test like shit. Dun care!

Will u ever give me a chance? You have never left my heart at all...

2008-05-21T21:32:00.002+08:00

Hmmm.. Nothing much today. Morning help for the NAPFA test, the noon study awhile for my test nxt week, played a little basketball... Evening John came back from Dragon Boating, Elijah came back to meet up with us for dinner. Faith joined us too as she is eating outside anyway. Car down to Jurong West Sports Complex. Went to Nihon Mura for dinner, had fun chatting and eating there though. I guess Faith should be feeling so stress eating with us because she finds it hard understanding what we saying though. Lol!!! Anyway thanks for the dinner John, Elijah and Faith.

Later midnight got a important match man! I must watch! Chelsea VS Manchester United, the Champions League final! If we win, losing the league title to them will be nothing. HAHAHA!!!

2008-05-20T22:18:00.002+08:00

Headache is back haunting me again, dun tell me my brain is still migraining. Lolx... Anyway morning went back to Dunearn for the NAPFA test, damn sian... Had lunch there then go SP with Ressal, just nice in time for lesson and yup, lesson frm 1-6. So hard to concentrate la but i still did. Tried so hard. Nxt week term test le so no choice, must start studying liao. Ya then after that home. Nothing much already.

Oh ya and to that stupid ALAN! Sabrina is my sis la, not my gf, dun be a toot! Still say your anthena long. LOL!!! Please dun misunderstand people! Haha.. Sabrina is just a SILLY sis of mine, OPS? DID i say silly? Well... ACTUALLY YES! AHAHAHAHAHA

2008-05-19T21:39:00.004+08:00

Saturday
Early Morning wake up.. Yawnzz so tired la.. Met John at 9am then car to Lot 1 first to meet up with Harri, Sab, Celine and Elijah. John had his breakfast there first. Finish already then car down to ECP.

eached there already rented bikes and Elijah started his beginner training. Haha.. Celine taught him first, then Harri and John went cycling while Sab and I cycled the other way. Had a little chat with her along the long distance we cycled. Cycled all the way to the fishing jetty there, stop for awhile there and then cycled back to find them. After meeting up with them, had lunch at Carls Junior first. After lunch then cycled back to return bikes.

Car down to Marina Square after that, John played his Sango, Celine and Elijah go their own dating, Harri Sab and i went to Times. -.- Only the 2 of them managed to stay in there sia, i hate reading.. So in the end after awhile i went out for a walk myself.. Emo sia.. After everyone gathered back already then i meet up with them again. Car down to Lido Shaw, John meeting his fren for movie while the rest of us left on our own. Sab and Celine home, Elijah accompany Celine while Harri and I head to Ah Mei. Elina came over to join us too, followed by Elijah.

Finish dinner already go to IRC play pool, Elina went home. No form on that day though, din win a single game. After that home about 9-10PM.

Sunday
Nothing do, slack at home like emo kid like that, noon go to my mom's fren's house with my mom. Go explain to them about the accounting stuff as my mom and her friends wan to open a tuition plus day care centre near our house area. Explain all the way till 7pm, hungry sia. Then go Lot 1 have dinner at Mac with Alicia then home..

Today
Nothing do also, go West Mall with John and Shawn Jee, they go play Sango, i slacked around stone. Then home. Nothing much though. Boring.

2008-05-14T23:38:00.003+08:00

Yesterday

Was on MC, not what sickness but suffering from tension stress all these, so doctor give me the day off and ask me go enjoy relax.. Ate the medicine doctor gave and i slept all the way till 12pm, dots. Faster wash up and rushed to Dunearn. Meet up with John, Elijah, Celine and Harrison. Car down to ViVo to catch our lunch plus tea break at the food republic. After eating drove over to Sentosa Palawan beach there and relax. John marked his exam papers over there at a corner while the rest of us went over to the beach there to play. Enjoyed ourselves there very much, i guessed all our stresses are released out...

Evening go back find John, rest awhile more and car back to harbour front Seah Im hawker there to eat dinner. After dinner went up to Mt Faber, Elijah gave Celine quite a surprise i guess.. After that home for everyone.. Enjoyed myself.. Thanks!

2008-05-11T23:59:00.000+08:00

Friday
After school went back to Dunearn to present the SL activity Day proposal to Mr Toh, not much prob and shd be approved anyway.. After that Me, Sab, John, Harri, Elijah and YanChin went to BPCC there to play bball, long time nv play liao and i really sweat it out. But bad news, my bball skills really drop a lot, i guess too long i have not been playing serious basketball ba, i have always been anyhow playing with the rest cos i dun find a need to play so serious, scare injured myself. Anyway yup had fun playing with them..

After Bball we headed to Bukit Timah there, had a little waffle first then we went to the I.R.C there to play pool, duno why there doesnt have a age limit and people can play with their sch uniform. So went there to actually play plus check it out. All of us played pool and everyone seemed to enjoy themselves. Had a really good chat with Sabrina too and yup, thanks for that my dearest sis! :D

Finish playing, YanChin headed home first while the rest of us went to Mac to have our dinner, after that home sweet home...

The sniper & The backstabber!

The Ah Lian calling reinforcement!

Pool-ing the tall way

Pool-ing the medium way

Finally! Pool-ing the short way! OPS!!!

Saturday
Cycled the whole day on John's bike, met Harri at his hse there around 12PM, then cycled down to Bugis there, catch our lunch and cycled to get my watches order but shippment delayed, so in the end din get, then cycled back to Bukit Timah, met up with John there, put John's bike at Harri's hse then car down to West Coast Mac, picked up Elina on the way. Reached there found a spot and have our dinner there. Harri and Elina study there while John and I slacked there, watching anime. John introduced me a nice mahjong anime, quite nice though. :) After that around 12am, car home by John, thanks.

Today
Mother's Day, brought my family to IMM to eat @ Ichiban. Now broke already man, i need money!!! After that walk around IMM then home. Evening watched the crucial soccer match and DAMN! Man Utd won the title. Anyway good job done by Man U, they scored so many goals and they deserved the title, Chelsea will be backed stronger nxt season, GO CHELSEA!

2008-05-08T23:32:00.003+08:00

I duno why, i am just not motivated to study anymore, i think it's weird, because once u start teaching others, you yourself wouldn want to study. I am a teacher now teaching students and asking them to study but i myself will find it hard to study, maybe because i am not interested in the things i am learning now ba, which is why some of my students find it hard concentrating too. Haix...

Anyway i skipped school today once again, my attendance is very poor.. But at least I went for GEM class from 8-10 because it is something important i find it, or maybe interesting i guess.. Learn more about relationship after today's lesson, men and women are completely different. This is natural and we have to accept the facts. Women will ALWAYS be more caring towards others and they are more emphaty of others. Men on the other hand are more straight and competitive. Therefore in a relationship, it is important that both party must give in to each others bad point of individual gender and through proper communication, the relationship will be a sweet and everlasting one... I believe i can do it, but firstly, i cant even find a girlfriend in the first place. -.-

But its ok! Because now Friends are more impt and i got my dearest Sabrina! This xiao mei of mine is always the first one to console me when i sad, to advice me when i faced difficulty and she is just perfect! Thanks ya Xiao mei! You will always be on the top of my list alright? Even my future Girlfriend will not be able to replace ya!

So skipped school today but not do nothing one alright! Went back Dunearn to settle the JA stuffs first, send out the E-mail etc. Had lunch in sch, waited at the PE office with John, Harri and Elijah for Sabrina to finish her POA. Then we headed to King Albert Park Mac to study plus rest. And finally i took a pic with my Dearest Sab aft so long!!!

Dearest Sabrina & me!

After that Sab left first while the rest of us stayed on awhile more then we left. John going Bugis play so i went home myself. Went with Harri to find bicycle as i wanted to buy a new one. After that took 985 home. Then Anna called me ask me accompany her go "fake" MC, then waited there so long then her turn. After that home. Thats all. Good luck for those still having exams! :)

2008-05-06T18:42:00.003+08:00

Sorrie i have not been posting for so long, very busy with my shop's stuff, Dunearn's stuff, SP's stuff and etc... Now slacking at Mac with Harri and John so got some time to post... Hmmm nothing much special past few days though.. Let me think... 30 Apr went to lunch with Sab and John at Japanese village, then aft that John dropped Sab and I at Tanjong Pagar there as we meeting Marvin there to do recce for the upcoming Secondary 3 Student Leaders' Activity Day. Walked around and gathered the route and info for the Activity Day. Evening Sab took bus home while Marvin and I went over to Clarke Quay MRT to meet up with the rest of the JA who help out in the Sec 3 camp 08, we then head over to meet up with Mr Wong and Mr Rani for dinner, treated by Mr Wong. Thank You Mr Wong.

2/5, finish sch then head over to Sembawang pass one of the order of watches to my buyer, played in the arcade for quite awhile, suddenly have the urge to play Initial D again, LOL!! Head over to Yew Tee to meet Sab as we waited there for John to pick us up to go over to Aljunied, the KFC main branch there, together with Harri and Elijah. Eat at KFC, then go Mac to study, while i slacked there. use com etc... Evening time then left. Send Sabrina home first while the rest of us head over to Panjang Plaza for dinner at Long John Silver and we CRAPPED alot of LAME jokes there can? We are like laughing like mad people... From the LJS waitress to Elijah laughing funny to Harri's "YAMEHTEH" to the army's code word which we came up with funny things like "R & J F I H" (Romeo & Juliet Fuc**** In Hotel), alright we are not sicko, we are just lamers. LOL!

Yup thats about it ba, haha.. Alright signing off liao.. See Ya Peeps!! :D

2008-04-25T03:04:00.003+08:00

3.04AM, I just can't get into sleep, i have been sleeping very very late recently. Busy with business recently and seriously no time to even play games anymore. First time i found myself working so hard, maybe it is because it is something i had always wanted to do; to set up a business of my own, and i am doing great.

I attended my GEM lesson today and OPS! Forget to tell your, the GEM i took is "Love Relation", found it very fun and interesting as it teaches not only on love but rather factors about love and how to love. First part of the lesson was rather out of point though, using straws to build house and must not topple. At first i find it quite stupid and i was asking, got link to this GEM meh? But after that did i realise myself, it represents how love should be treated. I saw another group building a weird shape building which is very strong and stable, although it looks ugly but it is stable and i pick up something from there. Love doesn't need to be pretty to stay long but rather stable and able to take whatever obstacles that lies in front of you.

During the lecture part we had some discussion and small activity and my grp agrees that communication is the most impt factor for love, follow by trust and understanding. She also mention that to love someone is not a wrong, because humans are build that way which needed love to be around. Guys are wired in a way that they are more couragous and more initiative, and of cos more "naughty" in a nicer term, and i agree with her. We are build that way and not we ourselves wanting that way. Girls too are wired in a way that they wan people to love them, to notice them etc, not they want it this way but rather they are build this way. So why should girls go around saying guys are pervertic and guys going around saying girls are so bitchy? Just wasting brain cells thinking of it. Well ending off..

2008-04-18T20:07:00.004+08:00

Secondary 3 camp is finally over and here i am blogging again.. Not going to post what happen during the 3D 2N, but rather i would like to tell all the SLs what i initially wanted to tell them during their debrief in sch tdy. Was rather a emotional talk with them just now and i lost control of myself even before i have yet to finish what i wanted to say.

To all SLs of 07/08 batch, be it whether u go for sec 3 camp or not, this is what i want to tell all of you, do tell the SLs to read this:

I think all of us here should understand, the main purpose of having Student Leaders and Junior Alumni is the same; to serve and help the school with events and etc. We shared the same goal, same vision and same objective, but i would have to say your have forgotten about this. A leader gives chance to others so that he/she will improve on their mistake, but what i have seen is that almost everyone of you have sentenced the Junior Alumni to a death sentence, just because you thought that we have done something that your think is wrong? Maybe we did but because of that you want to condemn us? Now switch our roles, if the SLs have committed a mistake and we condemn your completely, how will you feel, how will you think and how will the outcome of the SLs be? Why haven your been able to think of such things?

For those who went for the Sec 3 camp, all the 36 group ICs, ask yourself how many wanted to win the Night race? If your wants to win it, i guess maybe your have not understand the objective of that game. You might be confused and asking why? I explained to my group 12 ICs, so they should understand. The whole idea of the night walk is to instill teamwork and allow them to bond together through communication, it also gave your the chance to identify out who are those outstanding leaders. But did anyone of your did that? Yes but maybe a few. I do now want my group 12 which i was attached to, to win the race. I stopped the group when they are not walking or running together as a team. I think of ways to identify out whether if any of them can stand out to be leader. Ask my group IC Yi Chuin, Haifzul and Khalisa what i did.

The whole idea here is not for me to show off to your telling that i am a good or perfect leader, in fact it is complete BULLSHIT if u ever heard of anyone saying that they are a perfect leader because you will never find one. There is too much things a leader need to do to be perfect and none of us will be able to, i am not because i am always learning from others, getting rid of my bad points to improve it and make it become my good points. These are what a leader should do and ask urself if you guys have done that? I dun know all these naturally, i learn from others. I learn all these from my seniors, my experience and now i am passing all these skills to your, to learn and pass on down.

I know today i told your quite a few things. I talk about the JA and seriously i want to make myself clear here. Why i am so upset is not because only a few people want to join the JA, i am NOT bothered by that at all because JA is a volunteery organization and i wouldn force you in. What i am upset is that everyone of us have a common goal and mission; to serve the school with events etc, but because of one person you gave up on that, you refuse to give us your support and ask urself, is it fair to us? I have told your SO SO SO many times, a leader always must put yourself in other people's shoes before he/she make a comment or decision, but have your done that? What if now it is ONE SL who had committed a mistake and because of that the JA condemn the whole SL, we leave you out completely and refused to get your involved in anything, refused to give your any support, how will u feel? Have your ever think of that? No you guys did not.

Ask yourself haven the SL been committing mistakes too? But have we gave up on your? Erica should understand what i meant here, go and ask her, how she felt when she saw her group performing during the campfire in sec 3 camp? Ask her that and she will tell you how overjoyed she was and how glad she had not gave up on her team. She had to work hard but after that she was satisfied. She cried before the camp fire, having a hard time getting her group together to come up with the performance, but she continued on and after her campfire, she thank me and said she enjoyed herself and thank god she did not gave up on them. It is the same thing applied here. I have not given up on you guys even though your show me that things are not well done and organized but when have i ever condemned your? Even up till today i have been here helping you, forking out my 4 days to help out with the Sec 3 camp, partly also because of you guys, because i wish to be there to help your as i knew that problems definitely will arise during the camp for you SLs.

I don't expect you people to be like me, missing classes, i dun need your to be on the same level as me. My passion for the leadership and Dunearn can never be expressed and explained to your, it is something that you cant see. I duno if u understand how i feel. You might be thinking i am crazy enough to put Dunearn and Leadership in front of my own things, own studies.. But to me, without leadership and Dunearn, i am a different person now, thats how i feel.

Now that all you SLs are stepping down, have your even considered about offering your service back to the school? The school nurtured you to be a leader, to instill leadership in you, something that will be with you forever and benefit you for your life, so are you going to just leave without doing anything? To me it will never be enough to repay the school, because it is just too much. All i wish is you guys, to just show your appreciation even if you do not want it to be involved in it anymore, but if this small little appreciation from your is so difficult, i guessed you have disappoint me and you are just a leader by name. Because till now, i have yet to see someone showing appreciation and cherishing this skills being taught to you.

2008-04-09T13:42:00.000+08:00

2008-04-05T22:59:00.002+08:00

YO! Strike 4D today! 50bucks only though but still its good! Later then tell u why will strike that 4D. Orders for the watches are perfect and they are coming in fast. Got lots of orders now. Just now morning went to school with John. Trained the girls and michael came very late on then i pass back to him. Ate food then wait for LiYuan they all to come back from Kayaking. Then car down to Westmall to eat lunch at FoodCourt then teach POA at Coffee Bean. After that John and I head to Paradiz Centre to eat dinner then watch soccer, Arsenal VS Liverpool.

Ok now tell ur why will win 4D, cos 2 days ago went dinner with John at Westmall, then car home but halfway his gear spoil and so cant continue driving his car, so stop at roadside wait for towcar come. Come already saw the Tow car's car plate 972G, then John was like saying eh look like 9726 sia, so in the end i go buy 9726 and 0972 IBET 5 big each, today come out then win loh. SO ya like that loh.

Ok so ya busy busy, need go liao, do visit my blogshop k people! LOVES!!!

2008-04-02T19:45:00.003+08:00

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2008-04-01T15:24:00.007+08:00

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2008-03-31T20:39:00.003+08:00

Today morning attachment super busy, doing all the work myself, but aft lunch i dun care liao, i slacked like hell.. around 3PM i go for my tea break at Bugis Mac then rmb that YES 933 will be having their outdoor programme celebrating their 25th birthday, so when i reach mac, i told myself ok ltr i will go and see, then so just nice, when i am in the queue buying mac, beside me is chen li yi xiao jie, haha... I was like EH! Haha... She bought her stuff then went back to the stage there eat le. I bought my food, eat liao then stay there watch all the way. Ding Zhi Yong came later and the whole thing start at 5, start liao then i go back work, pack up and 5.30 left again, ops! Haha...

2008-03-31T09:58:00.002+08:00

As the sun sets and nights draw closer, i walked along the pathway as millions of things ran through my mind and i had got no one to share with. Boredom is just excused, sadness is just a subsitute but lonely is the true pain. Somethings just could not be expressed out and i rather keep it inside because i just do not know how to explain it out. Just remember that this world is not fair and happiness is not always. Don't look for someone to talk your things out but wait for someone who is willing to listen to you talking to them instead.

2008-03-28T22:57:00.002+08:00

Yesterday nothing much, just that i skipped attachment, ops! SHHH... Went back Dunearn settle Sec 3 camp stuff, then noon coach the C girls, hmm all i can say to the C girl, WEI GIRLS!! JIA YOU AH!!! Competition coming soon le, July, might seemed long but very fast de so must brush up ur stamina and basic ok? I hv to train all ur basic like layups cos very impt, plus also i have to mention teamwork, ur are one whole team and shd help each other, i know maybe sec 1 might not be that good yet, but they can improve and ur can help them de, sec 2s werent that good when ur are sec 1 right? SO WORK HARD OK? Then alumni photo taking after that.. Then home with Anna..

Today, went for attachment but till noon then rushed home change and school bus down to CCK Sports Hall, Sports Day today, went to help out as well as run in the teachers and staff race.. Weather was good all the way till the end of the prize giving except for the CheerLeading competition award. Haha.. So chaotic once the down pour start and a girl slipped and injured her back outside the bus stop. Ms Arnie, Jeremy, me and Yi Chuin went out to see how the girl is, reached the bus stop there so many people and they are crowding around, we were so wet la by the rain! OH YA! And i have to APOLOGISE TO YI CHUIN! WHILE ALIGHTING FRM MS ARNIE'S CAR I DIN KNOW SHE WAS COMING DOWN FROM MY SIDE TOO AND I SMASHED THE DOOR AND HIT HER LEG!!! SORRIE!!! So guilty and pai seh la, sorrie sorrie Yi Chuin, sorrie for the bruise..

Aft that went back to the sports hall and wait for the rain to stop but it didnt. Had arranged a dinner with Sabrina de and Yan Chin, Pei Shi and Harri came along.. Thanks Mr Rani and Mr Lee Keng Wai for fetching us to Lot 1 and we ate KFC for dinner. AFter eating John and Jeremy came while i follow them up to the SIAM KITCHEN to join all the PE Dept for a dinner again! Mr Sean Yeoh and Mr Remund Koh were there too and i am so glad to see them.. Sit down and chat then realise they were eating buffet and i am counted inside in the end, dun eat also must pay so no choice still eat, so full la!!! Had a lil conversation with Cindy Goh and John and now i determine just to be PE teacher and not POA teacher, POA just teach tuition better, haha..

After that home with John.. Had an wet and enjoyable day today, ahha... Take care people!!!

2008-03-25T09:24:00.002+08:00

1. Who knows the real you?
` Sabrina, John, Regina, Harrison

2. When was the last time you went out?
` Sunday

3.If you could kiss anyone who would it be?
` someone who want me to kiss them

4. What song are you listening to?
` radio, YES 933

5. who does it reminds you of?
` No one

6. Last movie you watched?
` CJ 7

7. Which of your friends live closest to you?
` Alicia, John and more

8. What is your favorite shirt?
` the Chelsea shirt

9. Do you drive?
` Not yet

10. What did you do yesterday?
` coughing the whole day and night

11. Do you wear contacts or glasses?
` glasses

12. Do you trust your friends?
` my very good friends

13. Who was the last person to call you?
` mother

14.What annoys you?
` boredom and lonely

15. Do you want multiple piercing?
` don't want

16. Your fav song in your player?
` wo bu pei

17. Last time you went to the mall?
` Sun

18. What was the last thing you ate?
` Sausage McMuffin

19. Which of your friends would make the best roommate?
` Harrison and John

20. Last thing you purchased?
` Mac 2 bucks breakfast

21. Last vacation you were in?
` long long ago when i went to Malaysia with my Dunearn basketball team 3 yrs ago

22. Do people ever spell your name wrongly?
` YAH! Wong Yan Chin spell my name as Lit Jun HAM!!!

23. What's the last compliment you received?
` it has been a long time people gave me a compliment

24. Who was the last friend you hugged?
` seriously no one

25. Which celeb are you eye candying?
` eh... duno she celeb not, Cheryl

27. Which band's concert would you want to watch?
` S.H.E

28. What colour are your nails?
` normal colour

29. Date down a special day for you?
` haha no special day to look forward to, maybe i will if there is a single's day? Lolx!

30. In just one word, describe
yourself.
` average

2008-03-24T21:01:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went out to WestMall to celebrate Harrison's birthday plus belated birthday of Josephine and John. Met up with CaiYan at WestMall first and go look for a cake. In the end bought it outside the interchange there de one cake shop. Went back to WestMall and intended to eat at Swensen de so we went up and asked if we could put our cake there first but they say no outside food allowed. -.- So in the end we go Pasta Mania there. Put the cake there and went up to Zinc to look for a wallet to buy for John since his wallet is already very old and worn off. Then went back down to Pasta Mania and waited for everyone to come. Then Jeremy came, follow by Harrison, then John, Regina and Josephine.

We ordered food and ate, then cut cake, then give present and take pic of the 3 March babies. After that John, Jeremy and CaiYan left while the remaining 4 of us went to JE arcade to play, then after that went back to Lot 1 arcade, Jeremy join us back and we played there till 6pm and they went to Pasta Mania again for Dinner, Ressal was working so got a 30% discount. After eating home for everyone.

Today nothing much, just that it rain heavily and i am super tired. Thats all..

Lastly to John, please cheer up! U still got us by ur side to accompany u!

I am so glad you let me know and at least now i am not that confused and caught in the middle anymore.. Thanks...

2008-03-22T14:36:00.003+08:00

Whoa 200th post! Haha...

Yesterday went out with Regina, Josephine, Harrison, Kah Meng, Yan Chin, Anisa and my sister to celebrate the belated birthday of JoJo and Anisa. Met up at Lot 1 and waited for everyone to come first. Played awhile at the arcade before taking 190 down to Far East Plaza. Reached there shop shop again then go to Wheelock place. Went there to buy the first present for Anisa, a crumpler bag. Reached there already, all the boys we went to buy the bag without anisa knowing. Bought the bag already, i took out and wore the bag and when we met up with them again, Anisa still haven notice that i have been wearing it, only awhile later did she notice and we gave it to her!

After that train down to Suntec City, shop shop, eat eat... Haha.. They went to the fountain of wealth and walked 3 rounds. Then go to Mac eat dinner, then go to Ben & Jerry eat ice-cream cos Kah Meng had discount vouchers. Thanks Kah Meng. Then head over to precious moment shop to buy JoJo's present without her knowing again. This time round Harri, Kah Meng and I brought her to see some laptops etc while the girls busy buying her present. After everything done then we met up together again and surprised her with the present. After that train home for everyone.

Reached home already, changed and cycled down to Ah Mei and met up with Harrison again, waited awhile and Elina joined us. Ate and drank there, chit chat till about 11.30PM before we left and cycled home. Had an enjoyable Good Friday. Thanks People..!!!

Today woke up and then went to Jurong Library to meet up with my POA students: Josephine, Qian Mei, Li yuan, Ling Rong, Shu Ee and Xin Hui. Tuition till 1230PM then left. Now at home and later 6PM another tuition with LiLin and gang.. Well got to go rest. See ya people!!!

Fountain of Wealth.. LUCKY LUCKY!!!

The girls team.. From clockwise from left:
Anisa, Josephine, Regina, Yan Chin and my sis

2008-03-20T10:25:00.003+08:00

Yup i have decided.. At the end of this year although there isn't any election, but i will step down from my Vice-President of Junior Alumni post and move down to other lower post ba. After establishing the Junior Alumni with Jeremy, from just the 2 of us to now being formed with a proper committee and members, my job is done and i can move down to a post like either Prefect/SL Liaison or CCA Liaison officer ba, which suits me better or in fact thats the section i wanted to help out in even before i join the alumni. I felt a great sense of achievement to have establish out the Junior Alumni and i am proud to say i put in 101% of my effort in doing so.

2008-03-19T23:26:00.005+08:00

Yup i know it is definitely you... Give me a chance...

Attachements are still bored ALWAYS! But to my surprise, i saw my frens today at NLB! All those who went China for ITP de came NLB to do their work and i saw Adeline, Alicia, Shu Hui, YuYu etc... Nothing much happen though.. Its thursday tomorrow which means long weekend is coming!! HAHA!! Take care people. Photos of prefect camp to end off.

2008-03-16T22:58:00.004+08:00

When i needed someone to accompany me, to chat with me, to listen to things that i wan to spill out, i often find it hard to do so.. I have lots of friends, but is it that hard to find one who can really care for me, listen to me?

Weekend is bored... Seriously i start to find weekend like any other day, not like the usual fun and exciting and looking foward weekend. Yesterday saturday, morning took John's car and went to Dunearn, arranged with some of the Ex-Dunearn bball boys to play bball. Reached already open the PE office and that damn bloody office is still not unarmed! The siren goes off and DAMN! Called Mr Yap immediately and he said ok he had called the CISCO to inform that its a false alarm. Then duno whats wrong with me, nowadays my brain seems to be malfunctioning, after hang up i go and open the door again and that damn alarm triggered again! DAMN! Faster call Mr Yap again. In the end went out with John to eat breakfast first while waiting for Mr Yap to come back and unarmed.

After it was unarmed, we went to take the bballs and everyone started playing, long time never had the chance to play bball in this shiok atmosphere again, but i must say i am getting lazy and i am seriously not putting in 100% effort in playing it. Sorrie people that i am not playing great basketball, i need time to get back to my best standard, give me time.. Played till around 11.45AM, then POA tuition for Qian Mei from 12PM to 2PM, aft that both of us went over to WestMall, grab my lunch and we left. Went home bathe and rest awhile, 5PM at Jurong Entertainment for another POA tuition with Lilin and co. After that went home. Boring Saturday.

Today Sunday, bored like hell, and its really F***ing bored. Woke up play com all the way till noon. Noon go cut hair and wash hair. Play com all the way again till evening 7PM, then suppose to go Ah Mei with Harrison, but he got alot hw, so nv go, in the end i alone go out for dinner since i already told my parents i eating outside. Then called a few of my good friends but all unavailable, so frustrated, so in the end i cycled all the way to Bukit Batok, near the BB Nature park there to eat my dinner. And always when i am frustrated i will spend money, and i did... Ate Fish and Chips for $6.50, Ordered a bottled of Tiger Beer for $5.60 and i spend $12.10 just like that. No choice, only then i can spend my time, with the beer.

Now i finally understand why people drink beers when they are sad or lonely, its not because u can get drunk and go to sleep or what, its because it can accompany u, when drinking u can watch soccer, watch TV, it can also make u think, make u reflect, make u tok to urself more. Never mind, dun tok about it already, i shall go and sleep.

I think I like you, but i dare not tell you... How?

2008-03-13T15:51:00.003+08:00

AH i am so bored, attachment is so bored! FREAK!! Thoses days during prefect camp was so fun can, and now its like ARGH!!! DAMN!! Anyway this morning was so tired that i could hardly open my eyes, but for the SECOND TIME, my coach MICHAEL WONG had woke me up once again, why because of this!

Yup the handsome guy on the right

Haha duno why, whenever i see his pictures outside i will like O.O!!!! Duno why also, haha... But no choice la, he is my idol, he transform me from someone who duno how to play basketball to someone who can play fairly well basketball. Thanks Coach! Haha..

2008-03-12T15:32:00.002+08:00

Whoa i din blog for so long.. Hmm well shall post about the Prefect camp which had just ended a few days ago. Wouldn go into a detail one, working right now. So for a detailed one, please go and see Regina's blog once she had posted, she said she will post a detailed one although i duno how detailed would it be.

Friday went back to Dunearn.. Noon went to Causeway Point to pick up my phone from the Nokia Care after like 2 and a half weeks, waited for 2 hours before i got my phone, everyone there so frustrated. After that cabbed down to school immediately to join the inter-staff floorball, joined Cheetah's group, consisting of Mr Wong, Shuan, etc. Fun and exciting though. After that meet the parents but i just slacked around.

After everything ended, John and I went home first to bathe, after that go back Dunearn again to join Jeremy and Harrison. Dota awhile before we slept.

Saturday early morning everyone reported and Prefect camp started, as well as ICC camp, which i also in-charge. Camp go ahead, dun wan go into detail, lazy, wait for Regina to post. Same for Sunday blah blah blah.. Nothing much though, only know saturday nite had a very emotional and real talk, everything i feel i just tell them and i really hope they can understand leadership better, jia you Sec 4s SL!!!

Duno what to post liao, shall end here... TATA!!!

2008-03-03T15:16:00.004+08:00

Boring!!! Yesterday nth do, slack at home.. Play Dota, evening go teach Lilin, PeiShi, RuiQi and ZiJian POA at Jurong. Today also nothing do, at NLB now, attachment but no work do, bored. I rather go back Dunearn and be relief teacher man. Raining heavily outside now.

Anyway those haven read my story must go read ok? Today's episode 11 is the best i ever wrote i think. Both SAD and FUNNY!!! Do read people!!!

CLICK TO READ NOW!!!

2008-03-01T22:43:00.003+08:00

64 words

Speedtest

2008-02-29T23:22:00.003+08:00

Long time no post, but no choice, is nothing to post! HAha.. Everyday go work, off work, go home play dota, sleep.. Really is nothing to do! Today went dinner with John and Yap at WestMall, Harrison joined us a bit later. Eat dinner already went home.. Today is leap year huh? 29th.. Hmm.> Wish those whose birthday is today a VERY VERY VERY VERY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY birthday, must say 4 time cos 4 years then once. Haha!!!

2008-02-25T22:53:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO Ee Cai Yan A.K.A JELLY!!!

Sweet 16!!!

Today nothing much happen, except for overslept in train on the way home, haha.. Care people!!

2008-02-24T22:14:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, morning went to Orchid Garden for my cousin's wedding Wedding Solemnization, My closest and most humorous cousin got married!! Haha... Another Biao Sao.. Everyone is taking turn by turn! Haha... I am the youngest among all my cousins so i shd be the last ba, haha... The sceneries and atmostphere there was good, quite nice, first time going there. They went through the proper procedure and its buffet lunch after that. Left earlier and went back to Dunearn for tuition with JoJo and Qian Mei.. 2Hours of tuition and after that home..

Went out for cycling with Harrison.. Cycled to Panjang and met up with Caiyan and Jeremy near Sab's house, then called her down. Had a little chat and makan before we all parted and both Harri and I cycled to Ah Mei Cafe at Railway mall there, called Elina over too.. Reached there already saw YunJung and her sis, so coincidence huh? Haha.. Ate and drank there till like 8.30pm and we still find it too early.. So we went over to a bar few shops away.. No age limit, so we went there as i want to watch soccer! Arsenal VS birmingham.. I was like supporting Birmingham and i din regret going over there although a bottle of Tiger cost me 10bucks! Haha.. Arsenal held to a 2-2 draw, not bad not bad.. HAHA!!! Had fun chatting with Elina and Harri.. Left after the match ended and home for everyone!!!

Today.. Nothing much, slack at home play computer only.. Yup thats it, later got Carling Cup at 11PM, hope chelsea will beat spurs! GO FOR IT BLUES!!!

Wedding Solemnization

Xi Jian Biao Ge & Si Ling Biao Sao!!!!

Orchid Garden! So big la...

TIGER!!! 10bucks? HAha!!!

2008-02-22T17:06:00.002+08:00

Oh MAN! ITP IS BORED!!! I am like slacking here! OMG!!! Like i say, slacked until i got time to write stories! ANyway people! Do read my stories ok? I have already uploaded episode 5! DO support!! Anyway nothing happen much.. Congrats to Singapore for winning the bid for hosting Youth Olympic 2010. Oh yup and something i MUST mention out...

TO SHERLYN!! Congrats you for getting 2nd for X-country, dun be disappointed that u lost to Faith, i am not disppointed with u, i am PROUD of u instead!!! You have done ur best le, dun cry anymore!!! Nice Job Sherlyn!!!

2008-02-19T14:12:00.012+08:00

Yesterday, nothing much happen, slacked all the way in the office, using my com all the way. Today, same thing also, now also slacking. Later going to Causeway Point to get my handphone repaired. Nowadays so bored, bored until now i am writing a story ok! OMG! Writing a story leh, now u know how bored i am.

SO PEOPLE! LOOK OUT FOR MY STORY! ITS GOING TO BE OUT TOMORROW! SO STAY VIEW HERE AT MY BLOG! There will be a special tomorrow cause i will release 2 episode! So STAY VIEW!!!

2008-02-17T20:03:00.004+08:00

15 February 2008
After attachment, went straight home, but dropped by Lot 1 to buy something first.. Go home bathe and cycled down to Dunearn to stay overnight there as there is a UG camp, not involved in it, just go there to slack.. Reached there already slacked awhile, tok tok with my dearest mei Sabrina. She is feeling down and i chatted with her.. Bought her something to cheer her up, hope she will like it!!! :D

Sabrina!!! Hope u like it ok? Haha...

Went out to buy dinner back, ate my dinner and continue to slack all the way... Played a bit of basketball in the dark, haha.. Cant see clearly at all... After that went out for a drink with John outside at the coffee shop, asked Regina to come down joined us too.. Then in the midnight, went out with John and Jeremy to Gombak there for supper... Then nth much, go sleep...

16 February 2008
John, Jeremy and I were awaken by a phone call from the PE office, none of us wan to pick up the phone but it just keep ringing! DAMN!! Woke up already wash up and go play bball, haha.. Mr Rani came back to Dunearn and bought us teachers breakfast.. Thanks Mr Rani! After that nth much to do, either play bball or use com, really is go and slacked.. Noon sleep awhile till like 3.45PM and go changed. 4PM got a meeting for Junior Alumni... Meeting and then photo taking..

Junior Alumni Committee
1st Row: Liyana[04], Jeremy, Me, Jessie
2nd Row: Ressal, Liyana[07], Constance, PeiXuan, Fahmie
Absent with apologies: Anna, ShuHui, Halimah

After meeting change again and go for the UG camp BBQ, went around to eat food cooked by the UG leaders, haha... About 9+ PM, everyone left. Car home by John...

17 February 2008
Today, went to SoonYang's house, lots of people went, got their relatives, friends etc. Reached there ate food and slack awhile.. After that all his relatives friends etc were playing Blackjack outside so some of us joined in.. Starting i was losing like 20bucks like that. Then in the end the banker left, no one be and in the end i be the banker.. So scare at first cos all bet like 5bucks de.. Then in the end, i kept winning and winning, got one round i got triple 7 somemore, but they only pay double, haha... SAD!!! In the end won overall like $170? THAT WAS LIKE WHOA!!! Then homed...